Uploaded April 2019 | Updated September 2026, 22 hours ago
Sígueme
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SEON
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Lyrics:
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks
If I had love would I still feel this lonely
I was by myself and nobody had to show me
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows
Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate
Whyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright
Please come and save me I really need saving
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking
Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold
If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell
I been crying out said I really need some help
Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die
Why
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright
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Sígueme
instagram.com/anything._sb
SEON
soundcloud.com/seon47
twitter.com/Seon_47
instagram.com/seon_47
Lyrics:
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks
If I had love would I still feel this lonely
I was by myself and nobody had to show me
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows
Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate
Whyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright
Please come and save me I really need saving
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking
Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold
If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell
I been crying out said I really need some help
Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die
Why
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright
This channel is intended to promote artists, songs and if you own this content and want to delete this video, please contact me.
