HappyCabbie | Screw You Mom and Dad @HappyCabbie | Uploaded November 2015 | Updated October 2024, 44 minutes ago.
The final video in the series, thanks for watching and letting me get this off my chest. I have been wanting to do this series for a few years now. I waited because I did not want to trigger any traumatic memories for my brother who used to watch my videos. Sadly he passed away this year so he can't see these anymore. My brother and I never spoke of the abuse we endured in the home and I am not sure how much he remembers or if he suppressed it like I did until I was in my 20's.
You only get two chances at a parent child relationship. The first one you have no control over, some are lucky and born into loving homes, some had it worse than I did. I deserve no sympathy nor am I asking for it. I cried when I had no shoes until I saw a man with no feet. Life growing up was no picnic but there are those who had it worse than I did.
I do kind of resent my church elders who insisted that I honor my parents. They never knew and some horrors I will take to my grave. At times I felt like I was forced to try to have relationships with two people who really saw me as a nuisance. Still I can't blame my church elders for that, they just didn't know. I wonder would they still pressure me if they did?
omments are disabled on these videos because I don't want to answer questions this is difficult enough as it is. Hopefully you understand. View them all at this playlist youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQxlI6SiB0GDHx55nzGHPilJ2aM2zL53-
The final video in the series, thanks for watching and letting me get this off my chest. I have been wanting to do this series for a few years now. I waited because I did not want to trigger any traumatic memories for my brother who used to watch my videos. Sadly he passed away this year so he can't see these anymore. My brother and I never spoke of the abuse we endured in the home and I am not sure how much he remembers or if he suppressed it like I did until I was in my 20's.
You only get two chances at a parent child relationship. The first one you have no control over, some are lucky and born into loving homes, some had it worse than I did. I deserve no sympathy nor am I asking for it. I cried when I had no shoes until I saw a man with no feet. Life growing up was no picnic but there are those who had it worse than I did.
I do kind of resent my church elders who insisted that I honor my parents. They never knew and some horrors I will take to my grave. At times I felt like I was forced to try to have relationships with two people who really saw me as a nuisance. Still I can't blame my church elders for that, they just didn't know. I wonder would they still pressure me if they did?
omments are disabled on these videos because I don't want to answer questions this is difficult enough as it is. Hopefully you understand. View them all at this playlist youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQxlI6SiB0GDHx55nzGHPilJ2aM2zL53-
