Uploaded March 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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it took me one too many times to recognize the boldest lies my ignorance my paradise my head made contact with the floor i took one life what's one more this planet earth is too much for me if you make it out before me call me first thing in the morning how could you say no to this face let's make the all time greatest mistake you'll be better without me i'm not worried at all but i'll be here to catch you if you fall you wanna flee the country i wanna see it all i'm staring at my phone waiting for the call it's a sight no one should have to see i became what i thought i would never be i had to do what i had to do because you asked me to yeah i had to do it i had to do what i had to do because you asked me to yeah i had to do it i'm happy to help yeah no problem you're welcome i'm living in hell what the hell is the purpose and i might deserve it i'm nice on the surface i act like i'm perfect and better than others i'm deep undercover i learned from my brother to never give up or something or whatever i'll never admit to the shit that i talk when you're not within earshot not within earshot