Uploaded March 2021 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago
Deep In My Mind started as a song about depression but transformed into a song about the stages of emotions you go through after a breakup : feeling depressed, blaming the other party, acceptance, vengefulness, confidence
I wrote it around the same time as Last I See, but never released it, until now. This recording was made in 2019. Did some minor touch ups. (volume balance, trimming unnecessary sounds, cutting low frequencies on the vocals). Not a recent song but a song I love and wanted to share with you.
Lyrics:
Deep in my mind, there’s a way to go
drowning me in to take me down
and I don’t feel ready to go
till I’m ready to surrender
I’ve been crawling through the stages
of my inner twisted mind
don’t forget that you unraveled
all the stories kept inside
figure me out I lead a peaceful life
till you came along and brought a torch
enlighten my world with the strangest fears
this coal heart can not be untorn
Maybe we could stop the sorrow
Troubling our minds
We will be alright
We need some torment to be prettier inside
And maybe my baby boy
You were mistaken
Have left me forsaken
And now I am craving
Don't you worry I'm fine by myself
I don't need no one's help but my own
I'll figure it out, left in pieces
But doubt is not something
That's ringing a bell in my head now
How does it feel to have me on your mind
It's like 24/7 I'm all around
Wherever you look
You know I got you hooked
I can tell you're confused
That's how I like my man cooked
Don't you worry I'm not gonna apologize
You are the only thing on my heart now
I can't say sorry for something I'll do again
And I promise I will when I see you in the end
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Deep In My Mind started as a song about depression but transformed into a song about the stages of emotions you go through after a breakup : feeling depressed, blaming the other party, acceptance, vengefulness, confidence
I wrote it around the same time as Last I See, but never released it, until now. This recording was made in 2019. Did some minor touch ups. (volume balance, trimming unnecessary sounds, cutting low frequencies on the vocals). Not a recent song but a song I love and wanted to share with you.
Lyrics:
Deep in my mind, there’s a way to go
drowning me in to take me down
and I don’t feel ready to go
till I’m ready to surrender
I’ve been crawling through the stages
of my inner twisted mind
don’t forget that you unraveled
all the stories kept inside
figure me out I lead a peaceful life
till you came along and brought a torch
enlighten my world with the strangest fears
this coal heart can not be untorn
Maybe we could stop the sorrow
Troubling our minds
We will be alright
We need some torment to be prettier inside
And maybe my baby boy
You were mistaken
Have left me forsaken
And now I am craving
Don't you worry I'm fine by myself
I don't need no one's help but my own
I'll figure it out, left in pieces
But doubt is not something
That's ringing a bell in my head now
How does it feel to have me on your mind
It's like 24/7 I'm all around
Wherever you look
You know I got you hooked
I can tell you're confused
That's how I like my man cooked
Don't you worry I'm not gonna apologize
You are the only thing on my heart now
I can't say sorry for something I'll do again
And I promise I will when I see you in the end
related videos
Use this link to get 7% off your first year's membership on DistroKid, know that I get a commision when you do this, distrokid.com/vip/josephine
🔥original songs here: youtube.com/user/joske822/playlists?view=50&sort=dd&shelf_id=10&view_as=subscriber
🔥watch covers here: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLAgvsMXA4sRzVkPQDGCKRa7cMuImJfaCV
🔥songwriting tutorials here: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLAgvsMXA4sRwlrXfYiklkvN3_lPk92gh-
🔥subscribe here: youtube.com/user/joske822?sub_confirmation=1
GEAR:
These are my recommendations: kit.co/JosephineDeSmet
note that this link will bring you to an overview of different products, if anything interests you and you click on it it'll bring you to Amazon
As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases
🔔 Subscribe: youtube.com/c/JosephineDeSmet?sub_confirmation=1
💰 Donations: paypal.me/jdsmusic
👉 Connect With Me 👈
Instagram: instagram.com/josephine_de_smet
Twitter: twitter.com/JosephineDeSmet
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