Uploaded May 2018 | Updated September 2026, 7 hours ago

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«You know, I look at pictures of my prom and stuff, and... and all I think of is, like, "Oh, that's when... Ellen was in the hospital" or... "That's when she fainted on the bus"»
«All right»
«And all of my friends, they think that she's some kind of freak».
«I'm a horrible person, Kester»
«Why would you say that?»
«My mum asked me if I cared about the new baby. And I said no. And the frightening thing is... is that I meant it. I don't care».
«You don't know anything about it»
«I know she didn't go through anything different than any of us. We all get through it»
«Yeah? Then what's that?»
«It's what you do instead of killing yourself».
«Everywhere I go I seem to break things. And the more I try to fix them, the more I make it worse. It's not just my mum, it's my friends, it's Chloe»
«Because you can't fix other people until you've fixed yourself»
«But I can't be fixed».
«But you need to be with people who accept you for who you are. You should never apologize for being you».
«Open this door! Open the damn door! You wanna go out in the world? You better grow up! Grow the hell up!».
«Run!».
«Imagine this instant, frozen in time. People will look back at this as the exact moment that last bit of Riverdale's innocence finally died. When darkness won».
«There's no time. Lydia, I'm going to be erased, okay? Just like Alex. You're gonna forget me»
«I won't. No, I won't. I won't»
«Lydia, you will».
«Open this door! Hey! Open the door!».
«And I appreciate that, Fiona. But I'm here now. And Liam belongs with me»
«He doesn't even know who you are»
«I'm his mother!»
«You were my mother, too!».
«Stop, stop, stop! It's okay! It's okay! They're just mutts! It's not real!».
«I'm so proud of you! You remind me of my first communion! He humiliated me! He made me think he loved me!».
«And the more I thought about it, the more I figured "If I don't need lunch, maybe I don't need breakfast or dinner, either"».
«You don't know anything about your mother!»
«She was never here!»
«She was a beautiful, crazy, fragile, wonderful woman!»
«She deserted us!»
«She loved us!»
«That was love?»
«Yes! Yes, it is»
«Okay, then why did she leave?»
«You don't know what you're talking about!»
«If she loved us so much, why wasn't she here?»
«She tried. She always tried!»
«She wasn't here! She was never f***ing here! She left! I was nine! Nine and taking care of you. Taking care of all of us».
«I'm not paying for you to act like a wh*re and live off me for free!»
«I don't wanna f***ing live with you any way»
«You f***ing wh*re».
«She didn't love me. She didn't love you. She didn't give a sh*t about anyone but herself»
«Please»
«I'm glad she's dead. At least now she can't f*ck us over anymore».


Well, I guess this is the longest video I ever made.
I wanted to thank each and every one of you for the love I received on my last sad multifandom. That's insane! Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
I decided to make another one with this song that is a workart just like "You are like a memory". I thought I would have made something 5 minutes long in like a couple of months or more - I didn't want to focus on this until it was finished, it was supposed to be a long-term project - but I ended up making it in just one day.
My favorite part so the most heartbreaking I suppose was the deaths one. Oh Allison, oh Newt, oh Teresa, oh Dumbledore. Oh my poor heart.

Last sad multifandom: youtu.be/OrVqf505ZAA

• Fandoms: TW, The Hunger Games: Catching Fire, Shameless, Blue Valentine, To the Bone, My Mad Fat Diary, 13 reasons why, Stranger Things, Scream MTV, Riverdale, Maze Runner: The Death Cure, Red Band Society, Harry Potter, Pretty Little Liars, I, Tonya.
• Song: Tessa by Steve Jablonsky

#fanvidfeed #multifandom


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