Uploaded March 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago

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Trying something a bit different with this one.

LYRICS:
Wake up to a cloudy day
Dark rolls in, and it starts to rain
Staring out to the cage like walls
Time goes by and the shadows crawl
Crushing candy, crushing pills
Got no job, mom pays my bills
Texting exes, get my fills
Sweating bullets, Netflix chills
World's out there singing the blues
20 more dead on the evening news
Think to myself really what's the use
I’m just like you
I was born to lose

Why oh why can’t you just fix me
When all I want's to feel numb
But the medication's all gone
Why oh why does God hate me
When all I want's to get high
And forget this so called life

I am so frickin bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I'll sit around and medicate, medicate
Can’t wait to feel better than I ever will
Attack that shit like a kid on Benadryl
Chase it down with a hopeful smile
Hate myself but can go for miles
They say family is all ya need
Someone to trust, can help ya breathe
Inhale that drug but you start to choke
You’re far on the outs of an inside joke

Why oh why can’t you just fix me
When all I want's to feel numb
But the medication's all gone
Why oh why does God hate me
Cuz I’ve seen enough of it
Heard enough of it
Felt enough of it
I’ve had enough of it

I am so frickin bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I'll sit around and medicate, medicate

I am so frickin bored
Nothing to do today
I guess I'll sit around and medicate, medicate