Acinit | Russian Roulette || HBD Otoya Ittoki @acinit | Uploaded 2 years ago | Updated 2 hours ago
first off; no im still not editing kpop like everyone will assume by the title

but happy birthday to otoya ittoki!
honestly i dont really feel like saying much this year - not because the hell i went through to make this ugly thing is enough (the file name is "Russian Roulette but I'm this close to ending it all") - but because i just dont really feel like saying anything right now but... i do love otoya a lot... ive known him for almost 4 years now and he's just been there for a lot of hard times in my life... not that he really made anything better now and he is just a two dimension collection of pixels on a screen but yeah i like him a lot.

i worked really hard on this or so i like to believe but it turned out a horrible disastrous mess.. i lost all my creativity and just couldn't come up with anything like take a shot when i did that fade out to white transition like geez... and ive been told im good at transitions so what does that mean for me now...? i dont wanna edit anymore i hate it i cant do it... but anyway enjoy this for what it is i suppose...

inspirations: blissmissy, galaxxiies, nodame, pinkysugar, xshelly, xmisch, bonae, pockivi and really just all of dreamtime reshine and keshakrew which meps i watched on loop (im forgetting people...)

song: youtube.com/watch?v=oi7bdhJAIXM