Uploaded March 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"Tonight, the monsters in my head are screaming so damn loud."
Citizen Soldier & RAW editing again?? I have a serious problem with myself. If I'm doing this twice-- please send help LOL
But in all seriousness, this video was quickly made to share my expression on how I feel this year. Whether it's losing friends, life being very difficult & not having enough time to edit like I used to. It's a lot & I'm not okay like I used to be. So, I wanted to vent about my feelings in this edit.
I probably have more vent edits coming, but I promise it isn't all Citizen Soldier & RAW editing. I'm going through a rough time & just need to keep swimming for a better tomorrow. For now, I'm not okay.
Thank you if you enjoyed watching this or love the effort I made into this.
I used Ruby Rose from RWBY to represent my feelings right now & if you know this show. I think she perfectly embodies the struggles & hope she has in me. So, I use Ruby to express myself whenever I can. So, heads up if you have ever seen Ruby in my edits.
FOOTAGE: RWBY
SONG: I'm Not Okay by Citizen Soldier
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I do not own any of the music or media on screen other than the creation of the video itself. I do not profit from these videos, just for entertainment.
"Tonight, the monsters in my head are screaming so damn loud."
Citizen Soldier & RAW editing again?? I have a serious problem with myself. If I'm doing this twice-- please send help LOL
But in all seriousness, this video was quickly made to share my expression on how I feel this year. Whether it's losing friends, life being very difficult & not having enough time to edit like I used to. It's a lot & I'm not okay like I used to be. So, I wanted to vent about my feelings in this edit.
I probably have more vent edits coming, but I promise it isn't all Citizen Soldier & RAW editing. I'm going through a rough time & just need to keep swimming for a better tomorrow. For now, I'm not okay.
Thank you if you enjoyed watching this or love the effort I made into this.
I used Ruby Rose from RWBY to represent my feelings right now & if you know this show. I think she perfectly embodies the struggles & hope she has in me. So, I use Ruby to express myself whenever I can. So, heads up if you have ever seen Ruby in my edits.
FOOTAGE: RWBY
SONG: I'm Not Okay by Citizen Soldier
🐦 Twitter: https://x.com/_OGKingJulian94
📷 Instagram: instagram.com/xxkingjulian94?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
📼 OriginalKingJulian94: youtube.com/@OriginalKingJulian94?si=BjA7G76u1Ta7aaig
🎮 OGKingJulian Gameplays: youtube.com/@OGKingJulian94?si=nYVpgcv-JYePB0iq
✉️ Discord: OriginalKingJulian94#4421
I do not own any of the music or media on screen other than the creation of the video itself. I do not profit from these videos, just for entertainment.
