Uploaded January 2021 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago

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so I pull up out the car and my visions all blurred..

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lyrics:

lost with the crew in a new way
new town new face, every day a different place
cus im just a ghost that doesn’t seem to get it
burning with anxiety my best friends are drug addicts

so I pull up out the car and my visions all blurred yeah
so many emotions fluttering from my head that I just
try to keep on track don’t give a fuck about the clout
your not a spitting image of her yeah your way more perfect yeah I don’t deserve that

cus you want to push up on me make me feel more than nothing
put a smile right on my face I never thought id be
dragged out of a place that was worse than hell I don’t understand it
I thought I was always a burden but you say that im worth it

crushing down my opportunities, I don’t wanna be
someone that is tossed aside when you get used to me
so I stay under the covers I don’t want to leave my bed
my anxieties got the worst of me he says he wants me dead

so won’t you come home
you said you never really fitted in anyway
its when the loves gone
can you look me in the face and always say that you feel the same

so won’t you come home
you said you never really fitted in anyway
its when the loves gone
can you look me in the face and say that you’ll love me anyway

I see the footprints rise in the snow
you see the ice in my eyes yeah they glow
were both wallflowers yeah were far from perfect
living on the edge ye ye you got me nervous

cus im sinking sinking sink down
im spinning spinning all around
when I try to lift my face and
look you in the eyes you just

send a sweet smile right back at me
filling my chest with agony

#RIVILIN #DELICATE #SLOWED