Uploaded December 2020 | Updated September 2026, 37 minutes ago

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Last video of the year. 2020 was stressful, so I hope everyone has a good 2021!

Music, art, and video by me

Download: drive.google.com/file/d/1u9c1yWvuKd6EZqLDPLNKg-dVeYitLAyo/view?usp=sharing

Instrumental: drive.google.com/file/d/1nkGy6OJ7WvAPh8y4DsQymTiSfSU__SZo/view?usp=sharing

Lyrics:

Remember when I
went outside to play
I didn't check the
weather for the day

Rain or shine
daydreaming
The future
had no bearing

And now the clock seems to tick faster
My days playing around are gone
And now I always check the weather
What will I do it all really is wrong

A lonely girl sitting at home
She doesn't know
They're calling her phone
The bells ringing just out of sight
Ringing bright, ringing bright
A call for help lost in the noise
The emptiness destroys
A torrent of emotions comes pouring outside
She's not ready to be a bride
She's not ready to live her life

Every morning I
wake up from my dream
Light blue skies above
clear water upstream

Goals in life
Aiming high
Things that I
struggle to try

And now all I want to is sleep
Always waking up way too late
And now I am always so tired
What will I do to change my coming fate

A lonely girl sitting at home
She doesn't know
They're calling her phone
The bells ringing just out of sight
Ringing bright, ringing bright
A call for help lost in the noise
The emptiness destroys
A torrent of emotions comes pouring outside
She's not ready to be a bride
She's not ready to live her life

She's just a girl stuck in her mind
She's all alone
She's waiting in line
Wedding bells is all she hears now
Ringing vow, ringing vow
A call for help lost in the noise
The emptiness destroys
A torrent of emotions comes pouring outside
She's not ready to lose the fight

A lonely girl sitting at home
She doesn't know
They're calling her phone
The bells ringing just out of sight
Ringing bright, ringing bright
A call for help lost in the noise
The emptiness destroys
A torrent of emotions comes pouring outside
She's not ready to be a bride
She's not ready to live her life