Uploaded November 2021 | Updated September 2026, 3 days ago

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Instrumental is by APC on Youtube.
This is my favorite track from my next album. I wrote it back in June, way before I found out that my life was about to change forever.

Lyrics and vocals and video completely by me.
No matter what, remember me this way. 🌸

follow along;
sometimes I feel
like i could die
at any moment now
Toss and turn
My demons will soon learn
The perfect way to make me bow

Why do I always
Want someone to save me?
Can’t see the signs
That no one cares like that for me

Remember me
Leave a carnation,
roses don’t do it for me
Take this jar of tears
And taste all the years my heart
Served everyone but me

Sometimes I feel
Like I could die
At any moment here
Been so long
Since I could smile
I guess my time draws near

Why do I always
Want someone to save me?
Why do I always
See the best in those who always look right through me?

Remember me
Leave a carnation,
roses don’t do it for me
Take this jar of tears
And taste all the years my heart
Served everyone but me

And at the end of the day
I hope you’ll hear me say
Thanks for the memories
And at the end of the day
I hope you think of me this way
Always loving everyone but me

Remember me
Leave a carnation,
roses don’t do it for me
Take this jar of tears
And taste all the years my heart
Served everyone but me