Aoshi | Renard (TQBF) & Aoshi - Wanderlust Redux @Aoshiden | Uploaded 10 years ago | Updated 1 minute ago
Self-hate, self-doubt, social anxiety, worry, depression these are all real afflictions that many suffer needlessly in silence with. If you see someone with their head caught in a loop, love them dearly, accept them with no strings- because they've destroyed themselves to a critical level and that eventually kills. Don't go alone. /)

Lyrical and musical elements borrowed from the original song by Ren Queenston (Renard/The Quick Brown Fox): http://lapfoxtrax.com/album/wanderlust / youtube.com/user/lapfoxofficial
(all used with permission)

Guest vocals by Hanna from the band "Hanna & Hiffa"

About a week ago I hopped a plane to Columbus, Ohio to perform at Trotcon and made a new family: SMOR3S, Aftermath, Nexgen, Seventh Element, Versal, PhillyPu, Julian Moon, Symphon, Stormy, Fin, Mogul Dash, Chang31ing, Lizard Rock and Sonic Breakbeat (I never brought you breakfast from Sonic, maybe next time). You helped me rise above the anxiety, you accepted me in person without even a hint of ridicule or judgement. After experiencing this acceptance in a group I now accept myself for who I am. I truly miss you. I better see ya'll soon.

The genre of this song is Alternative Hip-Hop. It's inspired by the likes of Fort Minor, Serengeti, EL-P, Macklemore, Why?, Cage and K.Flay. If you haven't heard of these artists, you should really check them out. I want to try to bring more Alternative Hip-Hop to Pony music cause I feel it more rooted in the emotion we take from the show. We'll see how it goes.

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Lyrics

[Hanna]
I'm filled with wanderlust
My dreams are running circles
I want to wake up
Smiling

[Aoshi]
A darker road, two headlights bright
Like two ominous eyes, I'm runaway out of sight
Pegasus on the ground and feathers found
Pinned to the sound of lies resound my fight
Find me a place to jet, the right fuel to spread my wings
and Mic for these wasted gasps, God please sing
To spit a flow of harmony, 'cause I rehearse to the hearse
Self hate, self doubt till I'm knocked the fuck out
Cause I'm cut in half by the pressure
I wanna be the king to spit and sing but I'm absolutely nothing
Look at this guy, I'm too big for my frame
And too soft for my fame, how could I call myself a thing?
How many chains on my insecurities?
How many halls, doors, locks, keys have I made for all these worries?
Why is it when I want to smile I have to calculate a rhombus?
Awshy get a little goddamn rest for Columbus
(Confide in me)

[Hanna]
You don't have to go that far alone
Don't pick apart your own reflection
If you ever lose your way, turn around
Love is in any direction

[Aoshi]
A darker road, two monitors blare
My desperate eyes stare, on two ways to better prepare
Peep out the unknown, that's the moment to own
Show them the beast that eats the beats and possesses my heart poems
Shy like quiet now, observe the head down,
Fingers the queue sound, miles away from the crowd
But ain't no Pone known could ever compete with this throne
Cause I'm sittin' in my head all alone
Pretentious I guess, but these kicks can confess
The weight on my chest, the shortness of breath
Oh Luna, there's a clear path to zen but I chose a heavy pen
Always losing the moment, Celestia please pry me open
Holed up like a fox, that homes a bullet box
Opportunity knocks, even Pinkie rolled rocks
Now my wings freeze up, chained by my secrets
'Cause my pain is like the flames of a newborn phoenix
(Confide in me)

[Hanna]
You don't have to go that far alone
Don't pick apart your own reflection
If you ever lose your way, turn around
Love is in any direction

[Renard]
(True, trust me to be true
I am a logic seeking group
Trust me to be true)