Uploaded December 2018 | Updated September 2026, 5 days ago
Viewers. Sad news. Most of you know my Grams through my past videos... This Earth lost an amazing, beautiful, strong woman this week. A woman who helped shape me into the person I am today. I will do other, actual memorial videos like I normally would later on, when I have the ability to edit videos. For now, I just wanted to let you all know how my holiday season has been, and how I spent my solstice. Though it wasn't as I planned, I wouldn't trade my last moments with her.
I got flustered and forgot what I was saying early on in the video... I was saying I remember when I first brought my partner to meet her, and then I started talking about Grams' difficulty hearing and speaking with new people. I meant to go back around to say, when I first brought my partner to meet her, I warned them that she might not talk much because she's sometimes uncomfortable trying to talk to new people if she can't hear, etc. I left the room for a few minutes--I think I was doing laundry--and when I came back, they were DEEP in conversation and Grams was telling them stories about when she first moved to the United States and lived in Cleveland back in the 1940s! She sat and talked with them for HOURS on that, and multiple other visits later on. There was never a moment of discomfort, and she had so many stories to tell. Many of which I'm only hearing for the first time this week, recounted by her children.
The playlist linked at the end of the video is in progress. There are definitely more videos with her, and I'll be adding to the playlist as I find them, but it has several of them for now.
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In remembrance of my grandmother,
because what is remembered, lives.
1925-2018
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Viewers. Sad news. Most of you know my Grams through my past videos... This Earth lost an amazing, beautiful, strong woman this week. A woman who helped shape me into the person I am today. I will do other, actual memorial videos like I normally would later on, when I have the ability to edit videos. For now, I just wanted to let you all know how my holiday season has been, and how I spent my solstice. Though it wasn't as I planned, I wouldn't trade my last moments with her.
I got flustered and forgot what I was saying early on in the video... I was saying I remember when I first brought my partner to meet her, and then I started talking about Grams' difficulty hearing and speaking with new people. I meant to go back around to say, when I first brought my partner to meet her, I warned them that she might not talk much because she's sometimes uncomfortable trying to talk to new people if she can't hear, etc. I left the room for a few minutes--I think I was doing laundry--and when I came back, they were DEEP in conversation and Grams was telling them stories about when she first moved to the United States and lived in Cleveland back in the 1940s! She sat and talked with them for HOURS on that, and multiple other visits later on. There was never a moment of discomfort, and she had so many stories to tell. Many of which I'm only hearing for the first time this week, recounted by her children.
The playlist linked at the end of the video is in progress. There are definitely more videos with her, and I'll be adding to the playlist as I find them, but it has several of them for now.
~
In remembrance of my grandmother,
because what is remembered, lives.
1925-2018
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![Tea & Tarot Update
A little update on what Ive been focusing on, mental barriers to focus, and some divinatory messages for the next four years!
**Timestamp Table of Contents**
0:00 - content creation w/ anxiety
10:36 - divination
24:10 - teaching plans
26:11 - reminder about comments
26:54 - wrapping up
Here is a link to the Patreon post for this video (its public), where I have included a photo of the cards and the written messages, as well as image descriptions of the cards. The deck I used is The Spacious Tarot, book by Carrie Mallon & art by Annie Ruygt.
https://www.patreon.com/posts/leap-day-update-99506981
Shortly after recording this, anxiety was really bad again. Then my internet went out completely for no reason. Then this took multiple hours to upload. So it is not going to show as published on Feb. 29th in any time zone! [shrugs] Oh well! Happy March!
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