akaimidna | [Remake] Fairy Tail - Shattered @akaimidna | Uploaded 11 years ago | Updated 7 hours ago
This Video is a remake from my first Fairy Tail Video, first MMV & first Video in Sony Vegas, wich I uploaded 2 years ago on the 6.3.2011!
Here´s the link from the old version:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-qpOq1z5iA

Feel free to tell me if I improved or so. My masking got a tiny bit better but well...nothing more xD And cuz I didn´t have this shatter effect I didn´t used it in this version. And thank you all for the support you gave me these past 2 years! I really appreciate it & I´m so thankful, you guys rock! :)

Feelings; no need to read...srsly it´s..nah. I think to much. *shots*

Well, yes now I already edit & annyo you for 2 years. If I think about it, it´s a long time and it feels like I edit forever now LOL. And if I think more about it, I realize a lot happend during these past 2 years. And I still can relate to all the feelings in this Video. I hope you can see them this time as well. The reason why I re-edited this wasn´t only because "woooh now I edit for 2 years!" but because I still can relate to this feelings and..the people I mentioned in the old description (my description were mega fail at that time..okay they still are LOL) are now the reason as well. It´s slightly differnt than 2 years ago but...It´s all like a Deja-Vu these days. At that time I had my three girls & I was so glad that they were there. They hepled me through this damn hard time. The time when I felt so left and all alone on this cruel world. And now? We drifted apart. I hate this...someday you just drift apart. You don´t talk anymore and then suddenly, without reason, without a goodbye you are strangers. I don´t know how to act & feel about it. It just makes me so sad. And if I look back at that time...it makes me just..sad and it makes me hate change sometimes. It can be so cruel.

Anyways, the big topic of both Videos: Peachcake. This is a group of crazy people. And someday I found them & without really knowing it..I was a part of it. They had SUCH an big impact on my life. Maybe without them I wouldn´t edit, go on Conventions, meet awesome people in the Internet and also in real life and so on. So, without asking and without me knowing it that much they were in my heart...then this big argument came in 2011. The reason for the first shattered Video. In that time I realized that they were a part of my heart, cuz all that hurted so freaking much. But I tried my best. Someday, I gave up & tried to move forward. But well Levi came & somehow everything was okey again and we were the old Peachcake again. Time flew by and with time, comes change. And whoa...how much changed. And now I´m here. In the last days/weeks I thought much & we, Peachcake and me, had a lil argument again. "I will not be silent"; I hate that feeling, when it feels like you don´t care, don´t listen to me and my things. I hate the fact that you ignore a big part of me just cuz..well I don´t know. Other people can live with this part of me and I think..maybe they enjoy it. Do you other guys..like or enjoy my obsessed Natsu part ? I dislike it when you don´t include me to all the fun. People who live sososo far away, even in other countrys are more there for me than the people near me. One or two of them should even know what I´m talking about without being in PC. All that things and more keep me wondering..If I should continue. If I should keep on tying. Or if I should keep everything in my heart, accpet it &...move forward. Keep distance and find another home.

I stop know, sorry I just wrote everything on my mind down & my feelings. I hope the people who I meant know that i meant them. HJGJGJKJK just don´t mind me. FEELINGS; BLÄH. *imitate her Haruhi Icon*

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