Uploaded February 2026 | Updated September 2026, 54 minutes ago

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Official music video of "No One Loves Me (I Want To Die)" by Red Rum. Lyrics can be found down below the description.

[Intro]
No One Loves Me
So I Want To Die

[Verse 1]
Nights on the ceiling staring back at my pain,
Heart in a prison, shackled up in my brain,
Phone never buzzing, just the hum of the rain,
Every tear falls heavy like a runaway train,
I walk through crowds but I'm ghosted in flesh,
Smiles on the outside, inside I'm a mess,
Tried giving love but it left me on read,
Every hope I had sleeping cold in a bed,
They say be a man, don't feel so deep,
But the dark got a grip and it don’t let me sleep,
I scream in the mirror but nobody hears,
Drowning in silence, baptized in fears,
I loved every girl that ain’t love me back,
Gave pieces of soul, never got none intact,
I'm tired of fighting this war in my head,
Feeling so alive but wishing I was dead

[Chrous]
No one loves me, so I want to die,
Tears in the night has got me asking why,
Heart so heavy feel it's pulling me down,
Screaming for help but I don’t make a sound,
Alone in a world with a million faces,
Love feels close but it never embraces,
If pain had a home, it’d live in my eyes,
No one loves me, so I want to die

[Verse 2]
I watch happy couples holding hands in the street,
While I'm eating my sorrow, skipping meals just to sleep,
Every text I send feels like I'm begging for air,
Every door I knock on tells me nobody there,
I blame my reflection like it's all my fault,
Like I wasn't enough when my heart would vault,
Into every promise that sounded like hope,
Now I'm hanging from words at the end of a rope,
I tried being funny, tried being strong,
Tried playing the right notes but sang the wrong song,
Friends say I'm good but they don’t see the cuts,
Not on my skin but my soul in ruts,
I pray to a God that don’t answer back,
Leave my faith on read just like my texts in the past,
I'm breaking in pieces that nobody sees,
Crying oceans just to beg for some peace

[Chorus]
No one loves me, so I want to die,
Tears in the night has got me asking why,
Heart so heavy feel it's pulling me down,
Screaming for help but I don’t make a sound,
Alone in a world with a million faces,
Love feels close but it never embraces,
If pain had a home, it’d live in my eyes,
No one loves me, so I want to die

[Verse 3]
If I disappear would they notice the change?
Or would life keep moving like I never came?
Got a room full of echoes saying I'm alone,
Even when I'm surrounded I feel like stone,
I write all this pain just to keep from the edge,
But the edge keep calling like a dangerous friend,
Saying let it all go, let the suffering cease,
Close your eyes tight, finally get some peace,
But part of me fighting, whispering stay,
Maybe tomorrow gon' be okay,
But tomorrow been lying for years on end,
Every sunrise feel like another pretend,
I don’t want to die, I just want the hurt gone,
Want someone to love me when the lights turn on,
Want a hand in the dark when I’m losing my sight,
But I only got tears keeping me alive

[Chorus]
No one loves me, so I want to die,
Tears in the night has got me asking why,
Heart so heavy feel it's pulling me down,
Screaming for help but I don’t make a sound,
Alone in a world with a million faces,
Love feels close but it never embraces,
If pain had a home, it’d live in my eyes,
No one loves me, so I want to die

Song is a remix of "FREE 11 (Loneliness)" from Shenmue on SEGA Dreamcast. #Rap #HipHop #Love