Uploaded August 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
Yes it’s another vent post. But it’s the good kind...sorta....
These days it is kinda hard to find moments when I can feel real emotions and not have to fake them...I’ve gotten in the bad habit of not sleeping but instead trying to find things on the internet to make me feel happy or sad or whatever (usually fanfics or comments on my vids)
Hitting 20k made me smile all day and tonight I am going to try and sleep more than an hour as sorta a, “good job...you did it...” for myself.
Again thank you guys.
Yes it’s another vent post. But it’s the good kind...sorta....
These days it is kinda hard to find moments when I can feel real emotions and not have to fake them...I’ve gotten in the bad habit of not sleeping but instead trying to find things on the internet to make me feel happy or sad or whatever (usually fanfics or comments on my vids)
Hitting 20k made me smile all day and tonight I am going to try and sleep more than an hour as sorta a, “good job...you did it...” for myself.
Again thank you guys.
