Uploaded September 2025 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
My first controversial video from when I first started youtube was something I spent so much time obsessing over. I tried so hard to be calm and peaceful and loving and prayerful. Back then I still held onto hope that Christians could be induced to love more and evaluate and see that not every circumstance was right for black and white thinking. The video I'm reacting to was called, "Dear Christians, Stop freaking out about abortion".
I had just made a friend and learned about her situation and knew that she did not deserve to have accusations hurled at her for what was a heartbreaking situation.
I got the idea to react to this and it was so dang interesting to see how small I made myself. How hard I tried to keep the lid on my passion and belief becase I wanted to do everything I could to be heard. I feel so much love and compassion for that pre-deconstruction version of myself that did this scary thing and I feel so much gratitude and pride to myself now that I am free.
Here's the podcast I had with my friend where we dove into her story- it was powerful. youtu.be/O-pqKlDS8B0?si=ctV8o3F8jKE6H9CY
Here's the podcast with my friend Dale talking about the Rapture hoax. youtu.be/JQVmvgFxkhg?si=M0yHRMP03uUHzthM
Hi! I'm a Mom in my late 30's that vlogs and awkwardly puts my self out into the youtubes hoping for connection and difference making. I share the silly and the meaningful, the happy memories and the struggles.
I'm Katie (or Kate, whatevs) and I'm a memory collector, a ranter, a laugher, a crier, an expat living in Sweden, a Mom, a wife, a podcast host, a video editor and a million other things.
Here's the link to my first podcast! youtube.com/@epickatepodcast
Here's the link to my channel for creatitives looking to get unblocked- youtube.com/@youtubingwithkatie I upload a different kind of podcast over there.
And here's my website for the creative consulting business that I'm building. clearingthecreative.com
Here's a playlist to a few of my favorite videos- youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNtUekRB9aXaapUb12YrUc4RS9GnMIqFD
You can email me at mail.epic.kate@gmail.com or find me on Instagram- @i_am_epic_kate
My first controversial video from when I first started youtube was something I spent so much time obsessing over. I tried so hard to be calm and peaceful and loving and prayerful. Back then I still held onto hope that Christians could be induced to love more and evaluate and see that not every circumstance was right for black and white thinking. The video I'm reacting to was called, "Dear Christians, Stop freaking out about abortion".
I had just made a friend and learned about her situation and knew that she did not deserve to have accusations hurled at her for what was a heartbreaking situation.
I got the idea to react to this and it was so dang interesting to see how small I made myself. How hard I tried to keep the lid on my passion and belief becase I wanted to do everything I could to be heard. I feel so much love and compassion for that pre-deconstruction version of myself that did this scary thing and I feel so much gratitude and pride to myself now that I am free.
Here's the podcast I had with my friend where we dove into her story- it was powerful. youtu.be/O-pqKlDS8B0?si=ctV8o3F8jKE6H9CY
Here's the podcast with my friend Dale talking about the Rapture hoax. youtu.be/JQVmvgFxkhg?si=M0yHRMP03uUHzthM
Hi! I'm a Mom in my late 30's that vlogs and awkwardly puts my self out into the youtubes hoping for connection and difference making. I share the silly and the meaningful, the happy memories and the struggles.
I'm Katie (or Kate, whatevs) and I'm a memory collector, a ranter, a laugher, a crier, an expat living in Sweden, a Mom, a wife, a podcast host, a video editor and a million other things.
Here's the link to my first podcast! youtube.com/@epickatepodcast
Here's the link to my channel for creatitives looking to get unblocked- youtube.com/@youtubingwithkatie I upload a different kind of podcast over there.
And here's my website for the creative consulting business that I'm building. clearingthecreative.com
Here's a playlist to a few of my favorite videos- youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNtUekRB9aXaapUb12YrUc4RS9GnMIqFD
You can email me at mail.epic.kate@gmail.com or find me on Instagram- @i_am_epic_kate










