SραɾƙCʅαɯ ⚡️ | Rain (Vent) @SparkclawStudios | Uploaded 1 year ago | Updated 5 hours ago
TW for venting I think
I genuinely don’t know what’s specifically messing with my mental health, i lost motivation doing this despite not even putting in much effort.
I feel like all my friends; are growing tired of me. Like they just keep me around for the sake of it, I know this isn’t true, atleast I hope it isn’t, but I can barely bring myself to talk to anyone without faking some sort of happy energy.
I’m sick of giving and never receiving and the shitty treatment I receive from others no matter how patient I am with them, I’m sick of being body shamed and I’m sick of not being able to talk to anyone without being completely ignored. I’m just tired, tired of everything and it’s eating me alive.
Just know I care about all of you guys, and I promise better content soon, and I’m sorry you guys even have to deal with this from me, and I promise I’ll try to keep venting off the channel in the future. I’m just sick of feeling like the last resort or second choice to people I care about, even if that’s not what I am. I’m sorry if anyone feels offended, it isn’t anyone’s fault but mine and my overthinking.
I’m grateful for all the love I receive, and I will make more content for years to come.
TW for venting I think
I genuinely don’t know what’s specifically messing with my mental health, i lost motivation doing this despite not even putting in much effort.
I feel like all my friends; are growing tired of me. Like they just keep me around for the sake of it, I know this isn’t true, atleast I hope it isn’t, but I can barely bring myself to talk to anyone without faking some sort of happy energy.
I’m sick of giving and never receiving and the shitty treatment I receive from others no matter how patient I am with them, I’m sick of being body shamed and I’m sick of not being able to talk to anyone without being completely ignored. I’m just tired, tired of everything and it’s eating me alive.
Just know I care about all of you guys, and I promise better content soon, and I’m sorry you guys even have to deal with this from me, and I promise I’ll try to keep venting off the channel in the future. I’m just sick of feeling like the last resort or second choice to people I care about, even if that’s not what I am. I’m sorry if anyone feels offended, it isn’t anyone’s fault but mine and my overthinking.
I’m grateful for all the love I receive, and I will make more content for years to come.
