Uploaded October 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
Dedicated to my boyfriend, Lee. I love you.
My first song. My first real song.
Thank you all for being with me up to this point. I'm starting down the path of a dream I've had for years and it's all thanks to you guys. So thank you :)
Btw, this doesn't mean I'm gonna stop with covers and that kinda stuff! I'm just adding something a little new into the mix ;)
Buy/Stream the song!:
Bandcamp: brickfilms.bandcamp.com/album/rain
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2KZMqcs9nKEvrCh82ZbwSB?si=PMPrggX-SkKPqPUbxw460Q
Written and produced by: Cerussis
[Lyrics]
You came into my life
You held my hand
And gave me
All these golden things in life
And you
Came into my heart
And parted all the clouds
You helped to guide me
through the dark
The rain was fallin’ down
With no one else around
You pulled me in
And showed me how
(Woah)
The puddles at our feet
Our souls were bound to meet
I wouldn’t trade
A moment now
(Woah)
And now the rain comes down
But I don’t care
Because you’re here
And nothing else can change that
No one else can take my sunshine away
And when you smile
The sun come shining through
And in the center of the storm
You help me see it too
The beauty in the rain
(It’s raining, it’s pouring)
You came into my life
You opened up my eyes
And showed me
All the good in life
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Enjoy!
Dedicated to my boyfriend, Lee. I love you.
My first song. My first real song.
Thank you all for being with me up to this point. I'm starting down the path of a dream I've had for years and it's all thanks to you guys. So thank you :)
Btw, this doesn't mean I'm gonna stop with covers and that kinda stuff! I'm just adding something a little new into the mix ;)
Buy/Stream the song!:
Bandcamp: brickfilms.bandcamp.com/album/rain
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2KZMqcs9nKEvrCh82ZbwSB?si=PMPrggX-SkKPqPUbxw460Q
Written and produced by: Cerussis
[Lyrics]
You came into my life
You held my hand
And gave me
All these golden things in life
And you
Came into my heart
And parted all the clouds
You helped to guide me
through the dark
The rain was fallin’ down
With no one else around
You pulled me in
And showed me how
(Woah)
The puddles at our feet
Our souls were bound to meet
I wouldn’t trade
A moment now
(Woah)
And now the rain comes down
But I don’t care
Because you’re here
And nothing else can change that
No one else can take my sunshine away
And when you smile
The sun come shining through
And in the center of the storm
You help me see it too
The beauty in the rain
(It’s raining, it’s pouring)
You came into my life
You opened up my eyes
And showed me
All the good in life
Consider donating to my patreon!: patreon.com/BrickFilms_Official
Check out my merch store!: teepublic.com/user/brickfilms
Follow my Twitter!: twitter.com/BrickFilms3
Follow my Instagram!: instagram.com/brick_films
Check out my soundcloud!: soundcloud.com/user-235357659
Check out my Bandcamp!: brickfilms.bandcamp.com/releases
Enjoy!
![Cerussis - Dial-Up [Extended] - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD KNOTS THE AFTERMATH EP
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Enjoy! Cerussis - Dial-Up [Extended] - (Official Audio)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WBH09R0YPw0/mqdefault.jpg)


![Cerussis & Almost Karma - Cigarettes - (Official Lyric Video)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD CIGARETTES (FEAT. ALMOST KARMA)
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3iUrJIMD7huj5wQjFcO6yA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/cigarettes-feat-almost-karma-single/1669684743?ls=1
Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/album/403285987
HUGE thank you to @kingpagie for making the amazing artwork for this video!
This song is about substance abuse and using substances to numb or get away from pain.
Cigarettes
Writing - @cerussis_music @almostkarmaofficial, @SVTINEmusic
Production - @cerussis_music, @SVTINEmusic
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Additional Vocals - @NCon-to5wn, Pat Kennedy, Shea Dewan, Alex Alvarez
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Stephen & Gabe]
This hopeless; my obsession
Pass another one, same procession
Reinventing, unrelenting
Though it’s you I’m still resenting
You can tell me it’s wrong, but it’s helping me cope
To heal from the damage; the shit you evoked
While you’re fueling the fire, you’re burning desire
I’m here getting higher - my brain, I’ll rewire
[Pre-Chorus - All]
I’m up all night
Soon theyll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay-)
I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go
[Chorus - All]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)
Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…
[Verse 2 - Stephen]
Paint you as perfect
White tones highlighted with black
Put a smile on my face, you won’t know it’s a fake
Maybe one day you’ll think that they’re one and the same
While you go fool around, have a night on the town
Go enjoy yourself, I would say
But I’m punching the wall and I’m screaming your name
I’m drawn to you like a moth to a flame
But truth hurts in the end
[Bridge - Gabe]
Cigarettes, Poppin’ pills
Catch me, I’m drownin’ in substances
Need a hit, need a drink
Need to be somebody different
Cover it up, now I’m fallin’ to pieces
Using these vices as ways to releases this
(Hey, do we have any Skyy left?)
(Ha…)
Now I’ve lost my mind
Yeah, you’ve robbed me blind
Chase the molly down and fade away (Ay)
I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go
[Chorus - All]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)
Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…
[Chorus 2 - All]
I’m up all night
Soon theyll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay!)
I’m still stuck on you (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigs
Forget all the pain!
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD THE DELUXE VERSION OF MY SOPHOMORE ALBUM, BED OF ROSES!! - https://push.fm/fl/8kqcz8tz
Check out my other stuff here! - https://linktr.ee/Cerussis
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Enjoy! Cerussis & Almost Karma - Cigarettes - (Official Lyric Video)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Wgi20CUvOK8/mqdefault.jpg)


![Cerussis - dont wake me up - (Official Lyric Video)
Stream and download dont wake me up
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3XOqine9SZos4ekrShFCQd?si=N8uyugvSR4eFY1X2j3VGQg
Deezer: https://deezer.page.link/P9kYZcsu5VDwQXCx6
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/dont-wake-me-up-single/1660578025
Thank you to Almost Karma for co-writing this song with me! Check out their debut single, Hear Me Out, which I helped to produce!!
Hear Me Out: https://open.spotify.com/album/0r2usUQGPcoipGXP5lUBWK?si=r_YDZOZcSzyONJGkXseNgg
Also a HUGE thank you to @kingpagie for making the amazing artwork for this video!
This song is a very special one to me. Its all about not wanting things to change from the way they are in the present and being scared to grow out of fear of being in the real world; something I had to deal with and come to terms with not too long ago.
dont wake me up
Writing - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
You think that once you get to college
It gets better
When it really won’t
You try to tie your life together
It’s now or never
Treat your past like a ghost
They say with time
That you’ll feel much better
That your wounds start to heal
But I can hear them
Feel them in my skin
Oh, what if I gave in?
[Verse 2]
You think that when you’re on your own
That you’ve grown
Find a place to call home
Your world is spinning off it’s axis
Your mind crashes
Leave you buried in the ashes
They sit and tell me
That it’s growing pains
But this is driving me insane
And now I’m left with bitter aftertaste
Is my future erased?
[Chorus]
Don’t wake me up
Let my mind fall quiet
Don’t break the silence
Of a mind that’s reeling
It’s all part of the healing process
I’m drownin’ in the deep end
Don’t wake me up
Not yet
Don’t wake me up
‘Cus my mind’s still screaming
Don’t shut me up
Let me say my piece
It’s all part of growing older
It’s got me feeling worse than before
Don’t wake me up
Don’t me wake me at all...
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD MY SOPHOMORE ALBUM, BED OF ROSES!! - https://push.fm/fl/lubrtav9
Check out my other stuff here! - https://linktr.ee/Cerussis
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Enjoy! Cerussis - dont wake me up - (Official Lyric Video)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/YddNmSYpf1I/mqdefault.jpg)
![Cerussis & Almost Karma - Cigarettes [Acoustic Version] - (Official Audio)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6syQU8ZUt9XYxfMw7XtdYY
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/habits/1687491893?ls=1
Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/album/440426127
Cigarettes
Writing - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial, @SVTINEmusic
Production - @cerussis_music
Ukulele - @almostkarmaofficial
Acoustic Guitar - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music, @almostkarmaofficial
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Steph & Gabe]
This hopeless; my obsession
Pass another one, same procession
Reinventing, unrelenting
Though it’s you I’m still resenting
You can tell me it’s wrong, but it’s helping me cope
To heal from the damage; the shit you evoked
While you’re fueling the fire, you’re burning desire
I’m here getting higher - my brain, I’ll rewire
[Pre-Chorus - Steph]
I’m up all night
Soon theyll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay-)
I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go
[Chorus - Steph & Gabe]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)
Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…
[Verse 2 - Steph]
Paint you as perfect
White tones highlighted with black
Put a smile on my face, you won’t know it’s a fake
Maybe one day you’ll think that they’re one and the same
While you go fool around, have a night on the town
Go enjoy yourself, I would say
But I’m punching the wall and I’m screaming your name
I’m drawn to you like a moth to a flame
But truth hurts in the end
[Bridge - Gabe]
Cigarettes, Poppin’ pills
Catch me, I’m drownin’ in substances
Need a hit, need a drink
Need to be somebody different
Cover it up
Now I’m fallin’ to pieces
Using these vices
As ways to releases this
Now I’ve lost my mind
Yeah, you’ve robbed me blind
Chase the molly down and fade away (Ay)
I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go
[Chorus - Steph & Gabe]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)
Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…
[Chorus 2 - Steph & Gabe]
I’m up all night
Soon theyll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay!)
I’m still stuck on you (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigs
Forget all the pain!
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD THE DELUXE VERSION OF MY SOPHOMORE ALBUM, BED OF ROSES!! - https://push.fm/fl/8kqcz8tz
Check out my other stuff here! - https://linktr.ee/Cerussis
Show some support to my series!: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0LD4dA72Dr85zzrD9s7DrQ
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Enjoy! Cerussis & Almost Karma - Cigarettes [Acoustic Version] - (Official Audio)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Yn8c9dkyVcg/mqdefault.jpg)
![Cerussis - Dont Go Back [Remastered] - (Official Audio)
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD DONT GO BACK (REMASTERED)
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PRE-SAVE MY ALBUM, BED OF ROSES: https://push.fm/ps/iotsoh1x
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Stream and download my EP, Knots: The Aftermath!: https://push.fm/fl/nwutiwpt
Consider donating to my patreon!: https://www.patreon.com/BrickFilms_Official
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Enjoy! Cerussis - Dont Go Back [Remastered] - (Official Audio)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/YztjFqkJD14/mqdefault.jpg)
![Love Me (Track Transformation) - [First Voice Memo to Final Master]
DOWNLOAD AND STREAM LOVE ME (FEAT. HENRYWEEKENDS)!!!
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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2YVMqF_g2U
LISTEN TO LOVE ME (STRIPPED) AS WELL!!!
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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojjgx2-KZLA
Go check out Henry!: https://twitter.com/HenryWeekends
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Enjoy! Love Me (Track Transformation) - [First Voice Memo to Final Master]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Z2YXi5ndsYc/mqdefault.jpg)
![Cerussis - WAITING - (Official Audio)
Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6syQU8ZUt9XYxfMw7XtdYY
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/habits/1687491893?ls=1
Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/album/440426127
WAITING
Writing - @cerussis_music
Production - @cerussis_music
Lead and Backing Vocals - @cerussis_music
Background Artwork - @kingpagie
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1]
Time; it’s a simple thing
But there’s not much of it
Held by a lonely string
Slowly wearing away, bit by bit
Now, it’s just you and me
But to a lesser degree
Not how things should be
Somehow I can guarentee
That when this castle crumbles
It’s not you, but me
[Pre-chorus 1]
Tip toe, you think I don’t know
Your true intentions
Uh oh, I think it’s for you to go
No more chances
[Chorus]
I’ve given all of my time to you
So how long are you gonna keep me waiting?
I’m through with wasting my time thinkin’ of
Each fuckin’ time that you kept waiting
Baby there’s really no difference
Whether you even show up at all
You got me stuck on you, I’m addicted to ya
That’s why it hurts when
You promised me you’d give your time
But then you chose to go right ahead
Just to leave me waiting
[Verse 2]
I make the plans again
But you never show up
When I need you most
I take the fall again
Put the blame on myself
Nobody else
I’m sick of wasting my time
Playing all these mind games
If you would just be outright
I’d never cry to myself to fall asleep at night
I’m on my knees now
Pleadin, don’t you hear me baby?
If this is one sick joke
It ain’t funny
Would you it kill you to listen, darlin?
Or is there somethin’ that you’re hidin?
[Bridge]
No, you think it won’t show
How little you care
So go, just leave me alone
Before you make things worse
Tip toe, you think I don’t know
Your true intentions
Uh oh, I think it’s for you to go
No more chances
[Chorus]
I’ve given all of my time to you
So how long are you gonna keep me waiting?
(What do I say?)
I’m through with wasting my time thinkin’ of
Each fuckin’ time that you kept waiting
(One drink to drown it out!)
Baby there’s really no difference
Whether you even show up at all
You got me stuck on you, I’m addicted to ya
That’s why it hurts when
You promised me you’d give your time
But then you chose to go right ahead
Just to leave me waiting
[Outro]
I’ve given all of my time to you
So how long are you gonna keep me waiting?
I’m through with wasting my time thinkin’ of
Each fuckin’ time that you kept waiting
Baby there’s really no difference
Whether you even show up at all
You got me stuck on you, I’m addicted to ya
That’s why it hurts when
You promised me you’d give your time
But then you chose to go right ahead
Just to leave me waiting
How long are you gonna keep me waiting?
Go right ahead, you can leave me waiting...
STREAM AND DOWNLOAD THE DELUXE VERSION OF MY SOPHOMORE ALBUM, BED OF ROSES!! - https://push.fm/fl/8kqcz8tz
Check out my other stuff here! - https://linktr.ee/Cerussis
Show some support to my series!: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0LD4dA72Dr85zzrD9s7DrQ
Show some support to Rule The World!: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnyvPdrL8wt-WMT Kb_Hyg
Enjoy! Cerussis - WAITING - (Official Audio)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZR1Q1j-v5OE/mqdefault.jpg)