Radiarc | Radiarc - Mistaken (Full Album) @Radiarc_ | Uploaded November 2016 | Updated October 2024, 18 hours ago.
radiarc.bandcamp.com/album/mistaken-album
I did the same with Forgotten, so here's the full album here.
Timestamps will be in the comments.
There's a fairly long wall of text past here as I'm sure you can tell, so for all of you just seeking the typical links for more of me and my stuff, here they are:
radiarc.bandcamp.com/music
patreon.com/radiarc
twitter.com/Radiarc_ (I don't say much here, don't worry)
The main reason I'm uploading this is because I've been considering it for a while and I feel like it should all be up on youtube, but I also want it up here because I don't have much else to upload right now.
I've been feeling pretty terrible as of late and I just can't seem to bring myself to make anything for anything, and admittedly, I just feel kinda lost.
I started making music because of the fandom, and it's been incredibly kind to me, but I just don't feel that same drive from the fandom anymore; it seems like nobody is genuinely happy and inspired by the show, and everything is just kinda "Well, this is what I made this time, so here it is, I guess".
I miss feeling like I was in a community of people that were passionate about their work and their inspiration, and by being outside of that for so long, I just feel drained.
Sure, I could make any song I wanted to at this point. MAKING the music is typically the easy part, but the harder part is finding a reason to make it other than for the sake of being made.
Sometimes, that's sufficient, but I just have this immense hatred of empty music -- if I make something, I want it to have purpose and reason, which is why despite this album not being what people necessarily want to hear (and there being a couple songs I'm not proud of), I'm very happy with it.
Of course, it doesn't help that my job hours have been cut again and there's a lot of stress from that, but it's just so difficult to make music without reason.
That's why I've been doing things for Shamanguli's art for a while now; I look at it and I see all kinds of possibilities and I feel like I have something interesting to add, and it's fun -- it genuinely makes me happy, and I'm highly appreciative of that, but I'm just having so much trouble finding things to care about even outside of pony-related artwork.
Sorry to ramble, I just figured you guys have the right to know what's going on.
It's another rough patch, and every musician goes through 'em, but I feel like I never quite break out of mine.
I've got hope, but it doesn't make it any less difficult.
I made this album when I felt such a strong desire to create something different, and I sat down for three weeks to make my thoughts a reality, both audibly and visually, and by the end, I was worn out.
I went out on a limb, bought a string library, and on one of my worst nights, I pushed everything aside to make I Know, which was the first of the "nature" series I went on to continue with Despite, and hopefully, that will resume soon.
Surely, as I have before, I'll find a way to push through and make something nice again.
That being said, I wish the absolute best to you all.
radiarc.bandcamp.com/album/mistaken-album
I did the same with Forgotten, so here's the full album here.
Timestamps will be in the comments.
There's a fairly long wall of text past here as I'm sure you can tell, so for all of you just seeking the typical links for more of me and my stuff, here they are:
radiarc.bandcamp.com/music
patreon.com/radiarc
twitter.com/Radiarc_ (I don't say much here, don't worry)
The main reason I'm uploading this is because I've been considering it for a while and I feel like it should all be up on youtube, but I also want it up here because I don't have much else to upload right now.
I've been feeling pretty terrible as of late and I just can't seem to bring myself to make anything for anything, and admittedly, I just feel kinda lost.
I started making music because of the fandom, and it's been incredibly kind to me, but I just don't feel that same drive from the fandom anymore; it seems like nobody is genuinely happy and inspired by the show, and everything is just kinda "Well, this is what I made this time, so here it is, I guess".
I miss feeling like I was in a community of people that were passionate about their work and their inspiration, and by being outside of that for so long, I just feel drained.
Sure, I could make any song I wanted to at this point. MAKING the music is typically the easy part, but the harder part is finding a reason to make it other than for the sake of being made.
Sometimes, that's sufficient, but I just have this immense hatred of empty music -- if I make something, I want it to have purpose and reason, which is why despite this album not being what people necessarily want to hear (and there being a couple songs I'm not proud of), I'm very happy with it.
Of course, it doesn't help that my job hours have been cut again and there's a lot of stress from that, but it's just so difficult to make music without reason.
That's why I've been doing things for Shamanguli's art for a while now; I look at it and I see all kinds of possibilities and I feel like I have something interesting to add, and it's fun -- it genuinely makes me happy, and I'm highly appreciative of that, but I'm just having so much trouble finding things to care about even outside of pony-related artwork.
Sorry to ramble, I just figured you guys have the right to know what's going on.
It's another rough patch, and every musician goes through 'em, but I feel like I never quite break out of mine.
I've got hope, but it doesn't make it any less difficult.
I made this album when I felt such a strong desire to create something different, and I sat down for three weeks to make my thoughts a reality, both audibly and visually, and by the end, I was worn out.
I went out on a limb, bought a string library, and on one of my worst nights, I pushed everything aside to make I Know, which was the first of the "nature" series I went on to continue with Despite, and hopefully, that will resume soon.
Surely, as I have before, I'll find a way to push through and make something nice again.
That being said, I wish the absolute best to you all.
