Radiarc | Radiarc - If only @Radiarc_ | Uploaded June 2019 | Updated October 2024, 22 hours ago.
It's just the way things are. No hard feelings.
Artwork: deviantart.com/amaryllisno/art/Radiarc-Commission-800846751
radiarc.bandcamp.com/track/if-only
"I have to."
I've been doing a lot of work on this album, and naturally, the plot took a much different, much more simple direction.
This song has actually been "done" for a very long time, but I've waited to find the perfect person to commission, and Amaryllis did exactly what I needed her to do; it's truly phenomenal how well this picture conveys what I was thinking.
If you all remember What Was, this is the scene that immediately follows, with the main protagonist encountering Tammy, the cat girl with the shotgun, for the second time (the first one being That Spark).
She's a kind soul, but there are some things that have to be done for the sake of preserving what is.
As for me? Been through a bit of hell, honestly.
Lots of really bad stuff's been going on, and it just keeps getting worse, and I've been closer to having a breakdown these past few days than I care to let on.
My car needs a new engine and I haven't been able to drive it or even see it for three months, I had to pay half of what I've been saving up just to pay for my end since the warranty doesn't want to cover all of it, and I was only able to get to that part a couple weeks ago; the car situation was in limbo for about two months before we were able to get anywhere with that.
On top of that, work's been taking a nosedive and I'm really trying my hardest to get out of there, but it's too much money to pass up right now, especially when I can't upload music since I couldn't work on music with full knowledge that I had a finished song but no picture despite my many, many attempts.
A lot of my plans have fallen through, and I'm seeing former friends become something I don't resonate with, and it just seems like everything is being held together by threads.
At this point, I'm just waiting to be brought out of this trench by something just short of divinity; I just feel like nothing I do matters because it's all going to get worse anyway, but I'm too tired to keep laughing it off.
Maybe it'll all get better.
Well, if you like this, there'll be much more to follow, and everything else I've done can be found here:
radiarc.bandcamp.com
And, if you want to donate toward the music, all funds go to more stuff to work with:
patreon.com/radiarc
https://clyp.it/nqnteptj
I started working on that Pinkamena album, and if you all know PegasYs, I've got a collab in motion with him.
Something I've had on my mind for quite some time, but maybe that'll be interesting.
https://clyp.it/nxgf4xst
It's an older render, so not everything in this is accurate, but the feel is there. I've been wanting to do something with inspiration from Celeste, so I thought I'd give it a shot.
I really, really, really hope you guys like this song.
I started it about 8 months ago and I've been busting my tail to get the song and the picture done, but I've encountered a great deal of road blocks.
discord.gg/FqUSnW5
If you aren't part of my Discord server, feel free to join.
I'll answer any and all questions, and I'm always happy to see you there.
Stay awesome, guys.
It's just the way things are. No hard feelings.
Artwork: deviantart.com/amaryllisno/art/Radiarc-Commission-800846751
radiarc.bandcamp.com/track/if-only
"I have to."
I've been doing a lot of work on this album, and naturally, the plot took a much different, much more simple direction.
This song has actually been "done" for a very long time, but I've waited to find the perfect person to commission, and Amaryllis did exactly what I needed her to do; it's truly phenomenal how well this picture conveys what I was thinking.
If you all remember What Was, this is the scene that immediately follows, with the main protagonist encountering Tammy, the cat girl with the shotgun, for the second time (the first one being That Spark).
She's a kind soul, but there are some things that have to be done for the sake of preserving what is.
As for me? Been through a bit of hell, honestly.
Lots of really bad stuff's been going on, and it just keeps getting worse, and I've been closer to having a breakdown these past few days than I care to let on.
My car needs a new engine and I haven't been able to drive it or even see it for three months, I had to pay half of what I've been saving up just to pay for my end since the warranty doesn't want to cover all of it, and I was only able to get to that part a couple weeks ago; the car situation was in limbo for about two months before we were able to get anywhere with that.
On top of that, work's been taking a nosedive and I'm really trying my hardest to get out of there, but it's too much money to pass up right now, especially when I can't upload music since I couldn't work on music with full knowledge that I had a finished song but no picture despite my many, many attempts.
A lot of my plans have fallen through, and I'm seeing former friends become something I don't resonate with, and it just seems like everything is being held together by threads.
At this point, I'm just waiting to be brought out of this trench by something just short of divinity; I just feel like nothing I do matters because it's all going to get worse anyway, but I'm too tired to keep laughing it off.
Maybe it'll all get better.
Well, if you like this, there'll be much more to follow, and everything else I've done can be found here:
radiarc.bandcamp.com
And, if you want to donate toward the music, all funds go to more stuff to work with:
patreon.com/radiarc
https://clyp.it/nqnteptj
I started working on that Pinkamena album, and if you all know PegasYs, I've got a collab in motion with him.
Something I've had on my mind for quite some time, but maybe that'll be interesting.
https://clyp.it/nxgf4xst
It's an older render, so not everything in this is accurate, but the feel is there. I've been wanting to do something with inspiration from Celeste, so I thought I'd give it a shot.
I really, really, really hope you guys like this song.
I started it about 8 months ago and I've been busting my tail to get the song and the picture done, but I've encountered a great deal of road blocks.
discord.gg/FqUSnW5
If you aren't part of my Discord server, feel free to join.
I'll answer any and all questions, and I'm always happy to see you there.
Stay awesome, guys.
