Uploaded August 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Problematic - My Addiction (Official Music Video)

The Official Music Video For "My Addiction" By 'Problematic'

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Beat Produced By: Riddick X Beats
Mixed and Mastered By: Adam Lewis
Produced & Directed By: Cindy Cilia
Director Of Photography: Cindy Cilia
Cover Art: Sonik
Edited & FX By: Sonik

Problematic - My Addiction (Lyrics)

Pre Chorus:

My mistakes
Haunting me
Another Fight
I Cannot Sleep
One wrong move 
I can’t take back 
The sh*t I said 
I should relax 
Why am I so bitter?
And how come when it rains?!
It always f**king pours
My fault once again
Self worth is forgotten
Don’t think I have the strength 
Been down this road before 
When will I make amend? 

Chorus:

Can’t stand the person that I am when I am sober
Overthinking every thing In my mind 
It’s so much easier to drink another bottle 
Then just look at you and say that I’m fine 
I get angry for no reason then apologize
A vicious cycle cannot rewind
The pain I feel inside is eating me alive 
My addiction got me wondering why 

Verse 1:

I’m a mess I’m a different person 
Wonder how I became so cold?!
My reaction of late uncertain
When I look into the mirror I froze 
Saw the devil looking back at me 
He just smiled as I lost control
Not a glimmer of hope for me
To continue down this road 
Just take another shot of the whiskey
Numb the pain I don’t wanna remember 
By morning I’ll wake up distressed 
Don’t have the odds in my favour 
I’m better alone I think so
What I tell myself on the daily 
Gotta break from these bad habits 
Or be stuck forever sadly 

Verse 2:

Don’t recognize who I am
Go through the motions without a plan
Suffer in silence to be a man 
I try my best give all I can 
Yet it’s not enough I’m finding out when I’m at my lowest
Who is there for me 
You care for me?
But do not show it 
What’s my way of coping?
Drown myself in alcohol 
I get wasted not complacent 
Doesn’t help at all