Uploaded July 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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"How can you keep fighting when all hope is gone?"

**Warning, this song portrays thoughts and actions that may be triggering to some listeners, please listen at your own discretion,**

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Lyrics:
I can't find a reason to keep pushing on.
How do you keep fighting when all hope is gone?
I'd be better off dead, we both know it's true.
I nothing but a burden to myself and you.

I'm better off dead, that is not a surprise.
It's better than living this completely useless lie.
Other people taste success, I just try my best.
It's pointless to obsess over dreams just like the rest.

Just keep reassuring what I think is true.
Nothing ever matters, no matter what I do.
I can claw, I can scrape, I dream what I can't be.
Who cares about little ol' piece of shit me?

Fuck this life, I'm tired, of being a disgrace
I more useful taking punches to the face.
Please don't cry, let me die.
Please don't tell me lies.
Let me hide from those eyes, as I sit and cry.

Got no where to go, this shit is getting old!
My only real solace lies six feet below!
Point and laugh,
call me scum,
knock me to the floor.
I won't let you delude me, no not anymore.
Standing on the edge, the city laughing below.
Staring up as they record my last final show.
A spectacle for you all, I'm the main event.
Fascinating how my life, it just came and went.

Once I say goodbye to life, I can live in peace!
I'll at least live out the lie, that I want to be!
But I won't stick around, I'm falling to the ground!
Make it quick, make it swift,
so I don't exist!
So I'll leave,
I believe, that you won't miss me.
I'll just become a distant, hated memory...