Uploaded January 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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this poppy playtime song was a year in the making, me screaming and crying out everything I wanted to say to people I can't say it to, I hope if anyone is going through the same experiences, that you know it'll be okay.
more than anything it just felt like catnap was the best possible outlet for these distinct emotions and thoughts

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LYRICS:
Drag me to the end I’ll meet you at the bottom
Pick my name apart like I am just a problem
Until you’ve taken your fill
Blood on my hands and a ghost in the garden
Pay me no mind while I beg for your pardon
My mirror image makes me ill

Nightmares become
Like daydreams
Head in my hands
But it brings me no comfort
Demons in my veins
Keep pulling me under

Like deja vu
Please wake me
Meet me at the ledge
And just a little farther
Never too late
When you make yourself a martyr

No one’s a saint here
Optics of the nerve
That you give me through the wire
Burning with the hatred
Fueled by your desires

I’m burning up
Can’t get enough
Pedestals of gods I’m in your stranglehold
Addicted to the love-like chemicals

Bitter and cold
But can’t let go
Am I just a corpse in a memory
Inhaling like a drug til the death of me

I keep coughing up blood on the mirror
I see my history far too clearly
See the past mistakes I made
And what it takes
For me to be remembered dearly
Show me what it’s like to be forgotten
If I ever had it then i’ve lost it

A symptomatic weakness of my mind
The kindness that I showed you every time
I’m drowning in an ocean of divine
Never would expect the rest to throw me down a lifeline

Burn me at the stake
And watch the embers float away
And leave my skeletons behind to die

Am I a godlike mistake
Am I a plague to a fake
Hivemind
Running til i’m walking out of your sight
But you seem delighted

Was I a puppet to you?
Or just a perfect excuse?
To stand by
Waiting for the call time for
The limelight, left unrequited

(Was it all a waste of my time?)

I’m burning up
Can’t get enough
Pedestals of gods I’m in your stranglehold
Addicted to the love-like chemicals

Bitter and cold
But can’t let go
Am I just a corpse in a memory
Inhaling like a drug til’ the death of me

FEED ME YOUR OXYTOCIN
MAKE ME BELIEVE AGAIN
SHOW ME YOUR DEVOTION
UNTIL YOU’VE SEEN THE END

I’m burning up
Can’t get enough
Pedestals of gods I’m in your stranglehold
Addicted to the love-like chemicals

Bitter and cold
Just let me go
Leave me as a lapse in your memory
Beating me down like an enemy

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0:00 INTRO
0:14 VERSE 1
1:14 PRE-CHORUS
1:28 CHORUS
2:00 VERSE 2
2:37 VERSE 3
3:10 CHORUS
3:39 BREAKDOWN
4:01 FINAL CHORUS/OUTRO

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