Uploaded May 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago

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PHANTOM GRAVITY: LOVING THE PULL OF WHAT HURTS

A raw exploration of craving and self-preservation, this monologue pulses with the visceral push-pull of loving someone who feels like both oxygen and toxin. Through jagged metaphors of addiction and anatomy, it lays bare the agony of depending on a person whose presence erodes your peace. The speaker wages war against their own heartbeat, bargaining with absence to survive the very need that sustains them.

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