Uploaded November 2009 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
It's been months since I've been able to write/compose a new song. Every time I tried to record, I felt it wasn't good enough, or my voice just wasn't the same.
Somehow, finally, I sat down at my keyboard just a couple hours ago and... This is what I got. I know my original songs are all ballads, but that's what I am good at writing best, so I hope you enjoy it.
I know it's not perfect; There is much to be added to this possibly. But if you do end up liking it, please subscribe so you can hear more in the future. I will try my best to work harder to bring you new works.
There are two songs added to this video. The first 1:40 are (perfection), the opening music. The rest after that is DOLL. They all fit together, and that is why it is so long. Enjoy.
lyrics and music are all by me.
follow along:
if it's alright, i'll lock my heart away
there's nothing left to say
and if it's alright, i'll turn the headlights off
i won't know where i am going
but i promise i won't open my eyes
turn me away for the last time
i won't make a sound
this time i'll be the perfect girl
you always wanted
if it's alright, i'll stay away for good
there's nothing left for me to do
and if it's alright, i'll cry at night alone
it's not like you noticed
this isn't the first time
turn me away for the last time
i won't make a sound
this time i'll be the perfect girl
you always wanted
turn me away for the final take
i won't complain
this time i'll stay where i'm told
i'll do whatever you want
i will be the perfect doll
thank you for listening.
It's been months since I've been able to write/compose a new song. Every time I tried to record, I felt it wasn't good enough, or my voice just wasn't the same.
Somehow, finally, I sat down at my keyboard just a couple hours ago and... This is what I got. I know my original songs are all ballads, but that's what I am good at writing best, so I hope you enjoy it.
I know it's not perfect; There is much to be added to this possibly. But if you do end up liking it, please subscribe so you can hear more in the future. I will try my best to work harder to bring you new works.
There are two songs added to this video. The first 1:40 are (perfection), the opening music. The rest after that is DOLL. They all fit together, and that is why it is so long. Enjoy.
lyrics and music are all by me.
follow along:
if it's alright, i'll lock my heart away
there's nothing left to say
and if it's alright, i'll turn the headlights off
i won't know where i am going
but i promise i won't open my eyes
turn me away for the last time
i won't make a sound
this time i'll be the perfect girl
you always wanted
if it's alright, i'll stay away for good
there's nothing left for me to do
and if it's alright, i'll cry at night alone
it's not like you noticed
this isn't the first time
turn me away for the last time
i won't make a sound
this time i'll be the perfect girl
you always wanted
turn me away for the final take
i won't complain
this time i'll stay where i'm told
i'll do whatever you want
i will be the perfect doll
thank you for listening.
