Uploaded July 2019 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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I have lots of things to say but I don't think I have the right words to do so.

This video was really hard to do, but not in a technical sense (as you can see, it wasn't anythng complex and has lots of flaws).

I started this AMV around when my semester started and was meant to be a chill edit, I loved the movie and jumped into Pr right after watching it, I always liked this song from Foster The People and I thought the lyrics could make sense with the plot (basically, a boy learns lessons and grows up a bit).
Some days after that, my mental health got incredibly bad for a handful of reasons and it's been some of the roughest months I've had in my entire life; now, after being in my lowest, I'm going to therapy and I'm improving slowly.

I hated a lot on this video because of all its flow, sync and transitions flaws and put it down for a lot of time but I was convinced by some friends (YOU BITCHES KNOW WHO YOU ARE) to finish it for ncs,; as soon as i got vacations I used some days to finish whatever the fuck I could do before the deadline.

In the end, while I still don't really like the outcome, I want to recognize this video represents different things for me and how I try to overcome my issues and be a better person for everyone around me and for myself. That's why I decided on this title.

Also, penguins are cute af and this movie is REEEAAAAALLLLLYYYYYYY NIIIIIICEEEEEE, may not be everyone's cup of tea but it in fact is pretty on brand for me tbh, you guys should give it a try some weekend you need to feel cozy uwu

Right now I'm doing better and I'll try to edit more frequently, I'll probably just do small projects for a while before getting into something big.

Thanks to everyone who supported me during this period, y'all have my infinite gratitude and know I'll always try to be there for you.