Uploaded July 2022 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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Ah yes, being 20… I honestly didn’t think I’ll live that long, I guess a part of me always thinks that I won’t live past 18, so now I’m just sort of here :)

I guess this video is my way to go to therapy without actually going to one? All my doubts and fear going forward without a sense of direction is just crushing me, especially for an overthinker like meh :’)

Don’t know if I’ll make it, whatever that “it” means, but I’m glad I still have you guys around. It’s not that much of an end of the world, so let’s just not hope for the best but still fight for it! Thank you all again for the support! Love you guys ❤

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Song: Kaden MacKay - Passing Through (Can't the Future Just Wait)