Uploaded April 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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Recorded on 3/31/22 @ Neck of the Woods, SF, CA

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Music & Lyrics by Ben Visini

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LYRICS
A simple smile takes my brain for a mile
Latching onto you for a while
Our story writes itself whenever I feel alone
Easily overblown
A bridge made from the small connection that was shown

Feelings grow as I fall like dominos
These thoughts turn me into someone I don't wanna know
God I miss when you were just a friend to me
I once had identity
Feeling parallel from who I used to be

Cause I've got a mountain from what used to be a hill
I've got a solo from what used to be a fill
I've got an issue from what used to be your absence from my dreams
My head is bursting at its seams
I'm quickly losing self-esteem

A lack of text makes me a nervous mess
What you're up to now is anyone's guess
You must hate me, trust me, I know myself best
You must've gotten bored
It's been 5 minutes - I can't take this anymore

Now I've got a decade from what used to be a week
I've got a flood from what used to be a creek
I've got a podcast from what used to be a man with common sense
I can't handle this suspense
The microscopic turns immense

I've got applause from what used to be a clap
I've got finished lyrics
I've got a shoe from what used to be whatever the fuck shoes are made of
All the joking that I do
I only momentarily forget you

Oh no you say
You're not this way
You have self control
You are either the Messiah
Or you're full of bull

So out of touch, so out of reach
A sentence turns into a speech
A single word sticks out in bold
It changes all of what was told

I'm undersleeping, and yet I always overdream
Fully aware just how ludicrous I seem
I understand and I understate how much I realize
That I'm feeling overwhelmed because I overanalyze

Just breathe (x4)