Uploaded August 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
Time for some villain vibes! Oh yeah, this one counts as my Kuroha/Saeru song as well as my tribute to Shidu song. Thank you so much for everything Shidu if you see this! Seriously, this pv is SO well made, to the point where you don't even need me to say it; everyone loves the video for this song. Shidu is so fricking talented; my goodness. From the mekakushi code pic to this is just an insane amount of growth.
My thoughts on Kuroha/Saeru: he's fine. Bread Box put it best; Saeru was more threatening for what he represented rather than what/who he was. Saeru being as threatening as he is simply because he is someone who will do anything to survive makes for a really compelling villain motivation. He doesn't want to take over the world, he doesn't want to murder for fun, he just wants to live. Yes, Saeru has fun killing people, but having fun was never the point of his killing, simply existing was. And I find that pretty cool
Original song: youtube.com/watch?v=HswIHVN5D4o
Instrumental: youtube.com/watch?v=f_G6u5euxSo
Video: youtube.com/watch?v=7QjvbRqfRm8
Vocals: Me
Lyrics: Me! Inspired by Will Stetson, David Toth, and JubyPhonic
Lyrics:
Full of misfortunes, would you continue living?
The undying ghosts keep knocking down all your doors.
Watching my master loathe this hateful story “can’t take it anymore”
Choking the sobs that will forever keep ringing
The heartbeats have finally reached the end of their line
Slowly basking in the light of your eyes, I’m going to make em mine.
Say, don’t deny you asked for this all.
Oh how cathartic as I get to watch you fall
A blooming beautiful tragedy how consuming!
Welcome my dear back to the start
Indulge on your love till ya fall apart
And when life comes to an end, we’ll just restart it again
You fell to sinful desires, and I’m the burning black hellfire!
Ah, your confusion’s just so cute!
Beg for salvation, I beg you!
No matter what path you take, the end is always the same!
Until you’re drowning in sickening misery, Master, I’ll wait!
Through fake, fate, and fiction, you can call me your slave,
I will serve you till your body crumbles away!
Laughing at all your lovable mistakes,
Life’s stupid anyway.
Ah, can you blame me for loving this feeling?
The black-hearted fools consuming everything
Knowing your lives are all just pawns in my game
The sight’s forever same
Say, you know it’s been in you all along
The power to make the other fools follow your song
And lead them straight to tragedy, ALL BUT ME QUEEN!
Let’s raise a toast for what you have been!
Indulge on your love till you’re rotting skin!
And as the days break away toward the end of this play
Restart the clock back to midnight, suffer for my endless delight!
“Give it all back” your sad lament
“I’ve had enough” your mad protest
After all we’ve been through, you think I care about you?!
This brittle, whimsical, miserable story won’t ever end!
Kill em with the bass
Oh what an idiotic life
Somehow all roads lead back to strife
Why not restart it again, I’m sure it’s all in your head
You throw yourself into nightmares
Begging, crying for a savior!
Ah how unsightly you all seem!
Sanity’s breaking at the seams
You know you ask for too much, so suffer with all of us!
A miracle cannot save you, dead men have nothing to lose and
“I cannot take it anymore!”
Bathing the sunlight in all our gore
And as the end calls your name, I’ll gladly take all the blame!
Until the following, reckoning future
Following, torturing climax
Following, humoring, curdling end I’ll await!
Ah how unsightly you all seem!
Sanity’s breaking at the seams
You know you ask for too much, so suffer with all of us!
A miracle cannot save you, dead men have nothing to lose and
“I cannot take it anymore!”
Bathing the sunlight in all our gore
And as the end calls your name, I’ll gladly take all the blame!
Until the following, humoring, curdling end I’ll await!
Time for some villain vibes! Oh yeah, this one counts as my Kuroha/Saeru song as well as my tribute to Shidu song. Thank you so much for everything Shidu if you see this! Seriously, this pv is SO well made, to the point where you don't even need me to say it; everyone loves the video for this song. Shidu is so fricking talented; my goodness. From the mekakushi code pic to this is just an insane amount of growth.
My thoughts on Kuroha/Saeru: he's fine. Bread Box put it best; Saeru was more threatening for what he represented rather than what/who he was. Saeru being as threatening as he is simply because he is someone who will do anything to survive makes for a really compelling villain motivation. He doesn't want to take over the world, he doesn't want to murder for fun, he just wants to live. Yes, Saeru has fun killing people, but having fun was never the point of his killing, simply existing was. And I find that pretty cool
Original song: youtube.com/watch?v=HswIHVN5D4o
Instrumental: youtube.com/watch?v=f_G6u5euxSo
Video: youtube.com/watch?v=7QjvbRqfRm8
Vocals: Me
Lyrics: Me! Inspired by Will Stetson, David Toth, and JubyPhonic
Lyrics:
Full of misfortunes, would you continue living?
The undying ghosts keep knocking down all your doors.
Watching my master loathe this hateful story “can’t take it anymore”
Choking the sobs that will forever keep ringing
The heartbeats have finally reached the end of their line
Slowly basking in the light of your eyes, I’m going to make em mine.
Say, don’t deny you asked for this all.
Oh how cathartic as I get to watch you fall
A blooming beautiful tragedy how consuming!
Welcome my dear back to the start
Indulge on your love till ya fall apart
And when life comes to an end, we’ll just restart it again
You fell to sinful desires, and I’m the burning black hellfire!
Ah, your confusion’s just so cute!
Beg for salvation, I beg you!
No matter what path you take, the end is always the same!
Until you’re drowning in sickening misery, Master, I’ll wait!
Through fake, fate, and fiction, you can call me your slave,
I will serve you till your body crumbles away!
Laughing at all your lovable mistakes,
Life’s stupid anyway.
Ah, can you blame me for loving this feeling?
The black-hearted fools consuming everything
Knowing your lives are all just pawns in my game
The sight’s forever same
Say, you know it’s been in you all along
The power to make the other fools follow your song
And lead them straight to tragedy, ALL BUT ME QUEEN!
Let’s raise a toast for what you have been!
Indulge on your love till you’re rotting skin!
And as the days break away toward the end of this play
Restart the clock back to midnight, suffer for my endless delight!
“Give it all back” your sad lament
“I’ve had enough” your mad protest
After all we’ve been through, you think I care about you?!
This brittle, whimsical, miserable story won’t ever end!
Kill em with the bass
Oh what an idiotic life
Somehow all roads lead back to strife
Why not restart it again, I’m sure it’s all in your head
You throw yourself into nightmares
Begging, crying for a savior!
Ah how unsightly you all seem!
Sanity’s breaking at the seams
You know you ask for too much, so suffer with all of us!
A miracle cannot save you, dead men have nothing to lose and
“I cannot take it anymore!”
Bathing the sunlight in all our gore
And as the end calls your name, I’ll gladly take all the blame!
Until the following, reckoning future
Following, torturing climax
Following, humoring, curdling end I’ll await!
Ah how unsightly you all seem!
Sanity’s breaking at the seams
You know you ask for too much, so suffer with all of us!
A miracle cannot save you, dead men have nothing to lose and
“I cannot take it anymore!”
Bathing the sunlight in all our gore
And as the end calls your name, I’ll gladly take all the blame!
Until the following, humoring, curdling end I’ll await!
