Uploaded August 2024 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago

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I'm not ready. I'm so not ready.

I wanted to use this song, and I knew it would have to be a character voiced by Michael Kovach and N is perfect! My timing is perfect too. XD I didn't entirely plan it that way.

N is obviously the "speaker" but who is he speaking to? Mostly his younger self, actually. Yeah, a little bit Uzi, and a little bit V. But mostly himself. "Hey buddy, it's gonna be okay." And that's what that song is for me: "Hey buddy, it's gonna be okay."

This song is really comforting to me, between the lyrics and who sings them, it's a reminder that I'm not the only asexual artist in the world. And that successful ones exist. (Thank you Dawn M Bennett btw for also coming out as ace!)

Show me an ace who doesn't have a robot as a comfort character and I'll be extremely impressed. *drops mic*

Someone on Discord asked if I was gonna watch the finale and I panicked. For those of you who don't know (and actually read these), I have an extreme phobia of being eaten alive. It leads me to have a fear of zombies, cannibalism, and skinwalkers, among other things. I did not watch ep 7, and I don't plan to. I have no idea if I will watch the finale. (Plus Doll is the best character, tied with this man of course.)
So I was super relieved when they edited it to "are you gonna watch it live?" I could easily say no to that.

TLDR: As an ace, N is extremely important to me and THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY IF WE LOSE HIM.

Images are from fans of Murder Drones who can draw and aren't me.

Song: Our World by PARANOiD DJ and Michael Kovach