Uploaded June 2018 | Updated September 2026, 9 hours ago

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I'm making an album right now yay
and yes, this event happened exactly four years ago to the day.

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Today, I dreamt of you
It seemed you missed me too
I asked you how you'd been
Said "Where do I begin?"

We caught up on our lives
It's strange just how time flies
Just look how we've grown up
And then I woke up

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And now I'm here in tears
It's been four whole years
Since the one I dreamt about
Four years since the day you shut me out

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I hope you're doing well
While I live here in hell
I think I'm still alive
But something died inside

But I know it's all my fault
And you're the one who fought
I told so many lies
And then I paid the price

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And still I can't deny
I wish you said goodbye
But you just disappeared
Four years since the day you left me here

From now until I'm dead
You won't get out of my head
So please just come back
I'll never forget
the day you shut me out