Uploaded December 2024 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
this goes to everyone who thinks i can't sing aggressively hahahaha (jk jk jk obviously, i love all of you). I've been working on this for a WHILE, so I sincerely hope you guys enjoy it!
Also, shout out to Lillith, who said she wasn't sure if she can participate, and when i told them that all they have to do is have a mental breakdown while singing "rock-a-bye billy", she immediately agreed XD. Love you! It was amazing working with you! You're very fun!
Anyway, enjoy this Panic Attack: The Song.
Join my Discord - discord.gg/4fcsTZ8tbg
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Song/Art/Vocals by FishyMom
Additional Vocals (Scalene) by @lairieux
Based on Bill Cipher from Gravity Falls
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Lyrics:
I still feel the fire
From ground to the stars
You’ll call me a liar
But I can’t hide the scars
I cannot dream, but nightly
I still can hear their screams
And it’s not taken lightly
When someone mentions me
And them
Asking why did I do it
It’s them
Blinding the true me.
I see the stars among the flattest of dreams
And I want to see… Reach them and see.
ROCK-A-BYE BILLY
PLEASE DON'T YOU CRY
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT
YOU HAVE THAT STRANGE EYE
I exist for torture
That’s all I’m asking for
My presence brings misfortune
I’m now what I was before
I cannot dream, but nightly
I still can hear them asking
“Why did you do it?”
“Why did you do it?”
There’s no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you’ll find
Nothing matters when you lose
Your home, your meaning, you mind!
Nothing makes sense, nothing is worth it
So just go insane when your bubble is bursted
I don’t need to see the stars, i want to be among them
There’s no comfort in the truth
So you’d better lie
Listen to your God, your muse
Who lived through torture that is mine
Nothing makes sense, there is no meaning
Pain perseveres and your blood is demeaning
We don’t need to see the stars, we can kill them, watch them die!
x2
ROCK-A-BYE BILLY
PLEASE DON'T YOU CRY
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT
YOU HAVE THAT STRANGE EYE
STAY SAFE WITH MOMMY
YOU'LL NEVER FALL
AND WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
SHARP ANGLES AND ALL
(So watch them burn.
Yes, watch them burn.
I’ll watch them burn.
Let’s watch them burn.)
There’s no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you’ll find
Nothing matters when you lose
Your home, your meaning, you mind!
Nothing makes sense, nothing is worth it
So just go insane when your bubble is bursted
I don’t need to see the stars, i want to be among them
There’s no comfort in your world
Love me to your end
Sing and pray, call for your God
I’ll live inside your head
Life won’t make sense, screaming is pointless
Your desperate prayer is mixed with their voices
We don’t need to see the stars, we can kill them, watch them die!
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Reality is an illusion, the universe is a hologram, enjoy the song byyyyeeee!!!
this goes to everyone who thinks i can't sing aggressively hahahaha (jk jk jk obviously, i love all of you). I've been working on this for a WHILE, so I sincerely hope you guys enjoy it!
Also, shout out to Lillith, who said she wasn't sure if she can participate, and when i told them that all they have to do is have a mental breakdown while singing "rock-a-bye billy", she immediately agreed XD. Love you! It was amazing working with you! You're very fun!
Anyway, enjoy this Panic Attack: The Song.
Join my Discord - discord.gg/4fcsTZ8tbg
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Song/Art/Vocals by FishyMom
Additional Vocals (Scalene) by @lairieux
Based on Bill Cipher from Gravity Falls
---------------------------------
Lyrics:
I still feel the fire
From ground to the stars
You’ll call me a liar
But I can’t hide the scars
I cannot dream, but nightly
I still can hear their screams
And it’s not taken lightly
When someone mentions me
And them
Asking why did I do it
It’s them
Blinding the true me.
I see the stars among the flattest of dreams
And I want to see… Reach them and see.
ROCK-A-BYE BILLY
PLEASE DON'T YOU CRY
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT
YOU HAVE THAT STRANGE EYE
I exist for torture
That’s all I’m asking for
My presence brings misfortune
I’m now what I was before
I cannot dream, but nightly
I still can hear them asking
“Why did you do it?”
“Why did you do it?”
There’s no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you’ll find
Nothing matters when you lose
Your home, your meaning, you mind!
Nothing makes sense, nothing is worth it
So just go insane when your bubble is bursted
I don’t need to see the stars, i want to be among them
There’s no comfort in the truth
So you’d better lie
Listen to your God, your muse
Who lived through torture that is mine
Nothing makes sense, there is no meaning
Pain perseveres and your blood is demeaning
We don’t need to see the stars, we can kill them, watch them die!
x2
ROCK-A-BYE BILLY
PLEASE DON'T YOU CRY
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT
YOU HAVE THAT STRANGE EYE
STAY SAFE WITH MOMMY
YOU'LL NEVER FALL
AND WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
SHARP ANGLES AND ALL
(So watch them burn.
Yes, watch them burn.
I’ll watch them burn.
Let’s watch them burn.)
There’s no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you’ll find
Nothing matters when you lose
Your home, your meaning, you mind!
Nothing makes sense, nothing is worth it
So just go insane when your bubble is bursted
I don’t need to see the stars, i want to be among them
There’s no comfort in your world
Love me to your end
Sing and pray, call for your God
I’ll live inside your head
Life won’t make sense, screaming is pointless
Your desperate prayer is mixed with their voices
We don’t need to see the stars, we can kill them, watch them die!
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Reality is an illusion, the universe is a hologram, enjoy the song byyyyeeee!!!
![[Animatic] Monkie Kid - Poor Unfortunate Souls [FishyMom]
I FINALLY MADE A LEGO MONKIE KID ANIMATIC, HOORAY!
As soon as I heard Annas cover of this song I was like yup. thats Lady Bone Demon singing to Macaque and started drawing. Of course, I decided not to do a full on clean animatic, cause god I do not have time for this. I made this animatic in 2 days, because it was itching me. But I like it, it came out pretty nice!
There are songs coming up soon and sadly not many animatics, because I am not able to start anything from scratch right now - I am graduating from school right now.
But I MADE THIS ANIMATIC, HOPE YOURE PROUD OF ME AHHAHAHA anyway, have fun watching!
Lego Monkie Kid made by... well, LEGO
Cover by annapantsu
(original video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LW-ph35-vtw )
Art by me
Hope youll enjoy! [Animatic] Monkie Kid - Poor Unfortunate Souls [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gDwcbh3Acto/mqdefault.jpg)

![[Animation] Markiplier Egos- TWISTED MEME [FishyMom]
awwww, yeah, A Heist With Markiplier is some good fricking food!!!
I always wanted to do this meme and since A Heist With Markiplier was coming out, i didnt want to lose a chance!
Happy Halloween, everybody !
Music by Missio
Video by FishyMom [Animation] Markiplier Egos- TWISTED MEME [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gGovm8LfR1A/mqdefault.jpg)
![[SpeedPaint] Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde [FishyMom]
oi, thats my first ever serious drawing in ProCreate! IPad is difficult to draw on, especially when youre used to drawing on desktop, but I can get used to it, hehe
Also, going back to my obsession with Jekyll & Hyde XD
The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll & Hyde- by Robert L. Stevenson
Character design by me
J&H Overture by me (i will talk about it later this year....)
Drawn in ProCreate
Hope youll enjoy! [SpeedPaint] Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gYHS0Op2yzc/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Original Song] Dream SMP - THESEUS [FishyMom ft. @Krowned_ ]
(not really) HAPPY DOOMS DAY!
OH MY GOD, IVE BEEN WAITING SOOOOO LONG TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU PEOPLE. LIKE SERIOUSLY, I WROTE IT HALF A YEAR AGO, THIS IS INSANE!!!
Now you have an official permission to call me a Tommy apologist /hj
Since then a lot of stuff happened, some of them are good, some are bad. But Id like to concentrate on one. 2 months ago Technoblade announced that hes been diagnosed with cancer and... honestly, it left me and Lee (my amazing editor and brother) in shock. So, after hearing the news, I decided, HEY. This song now legit belongs to Technoblade. No jokes, its his now.
I dont think he will ever listen to it, or like... any of the peeps from dsmp, but if they do and accidentally look in the description of the video - HELLO! I LOVE YOU!!!! THAMK YOU FOR BEING HERE!!!!
Anyway, I cried enough tears while listening to it and lost enough hours working on it. So I really hope you enjoy it, BECAUSE ITS A GEM AND I LOVE IT, ITS ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONGS IVE EVER DONE!!!!
So yeah. Thamk you! And enjoy ;)
Song/Lyrics by Fishymom
Vocals by Krowned_
(his channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/Krowned_ )
Mix/Tune by Jeminix2
(his channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/Jeminix2 )
And a special THAMK YOU to my beloved bro Leemon
(his channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzfv0jAbrj31GVYZmktMwlQ
(18 hours later: CRAP I FORGOT THE LYRICS)
There is music so dear to my ear
Ringing through our endless ravine
And it’s surface as broken as dark you’ve awoken
When you said you will leave
And you stared at him, right in the eyes
As you laid your last sword in his arms
Oh my head it was aching as surface was breaking
And we lost our guard
Bridge:
You shouldn’t have played a hero
And here’s how your story began
You’ve done all they asked, but you see now?
Against your head friend holds his gun
Chorus:
Prison is a prison for a reason
Blood’s supposed to be as scarlet as the dawn
Knives are sharpened carefully for treason
When our flag is burning down
Villain is a villain for a reason
Voices in his head will lead him straight ahead
When this music rings again you’ll be one
Theseus, come home
I have lost all the people I loved
And I’m banished from places above
And my empty excuses they’re wrong and they’re useless
When they said I’ll be gone
I am always in the right
I have never wanted to be the bad guy
I was made of stone to fight
This is my legacy, I shouldn’t ask why
And you, you were always in my path
We started it together and it should have stayed this way
But you, all you caused was pain and death
And now this is who you carved out, here I am!
Chorus:
Prison is a prison for a reason
Blood’s supposed to be as scarlet as the dawn
Knives are sharpened carefully for treason
When our flag is burning down
Villain is a villain for a reason
Voices in his head will lead him straight ahead
When this music rings again you’ll be one
Theseus, come home
X2
You want to be a hero? Then die like one
Did you become a villain? Then rise at dawn
And was death meant to be? No? Then what is worth?
If you will kill a dreamer, will nightmares become worse?
Chorus:
Prison is a prison for a reason
Blood’s supposed to be as scarlet as the dawn
Knives are sharpened carefully for treason
When our flag is burning down
Villain is a villain for a reason
Voices in his head will lead him straight ahead
When this music rings again you’ll be one
Theseus, come home
Hope youll enjoy! [Original Song] Dream SMP - THESEUS [FishyMom ft. @Krowned_ ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/goJaVt_WfmE/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Animatic] Crystal - No Matter What (Read Description!) [FishyMom]
This is a present for @leemon_animatics based on his fantastic fanfic Crystal! Its a Sonic fanfic. Very wholesome, yet full of action and excitement, and its just all in all very cute. Obviously, the main point are Sonic and Shadow raising a very strange kid together, which is always a fun concept hahaha.
Bro, I think I say this every year, but I really appreciate you. Im glad youre my brother and I wouldnt have chosen anyone else. Your art and your writing are beautiful and I hope to see (and read) more of it. Ill always be here to make animatics and songs based on your wonderful stories, because this is usually the kinds of songs/animatics I have the most fun making. Happy Birthday!
You can read the fanfic here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/56237902/chapters/142868632
Follow Lee on Tumblr to find out more about Crystal:
https://mutatedleemon.tumblr.com
He also released books! You can find them on Amaz0n as The Boy With Feathers and Forgotten Stories by Lee Sander
Art by FishyMom
Song from Steven Universe, written by Rebecca Sugar, performed by Michaela Dietz and Zach Callison
Character Crystal belongs to Lee (and me!)
The rest of the characters are from the Sonic Franchise
Hope you enjoy! [Animatic] Crystal - No Matter What (Read Description!) [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gv8mSP-1Ams/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Cover] Hazbin Hotel - Hells Greatest Dad (Fem. Ver.) [FishyMom]
I sung everything myself, so dont judge me ahhgehrug IT WAS DIFFICULT!!! But I did have a lot of fun X)
You can notice that I have a new hyperfixation, right? XD
Anyway, enjoy this cursed cover!
Song from Hazbin Hotel written by Andrew Underberg and Sam Haft, performed by Jeremy Jordan, Amir Talai, Erika Henningsen & Kimiko Glenn
Vocals by me and only me
Art by me
Hope youll enjoy the custody battle! [Cover] Hazbin Hotel - Hells Greatest Dad (Fem. Ver.) [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gwr508USLY0/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Animation] Cuphead- Posin Meme [FishyMom]
wow, it took me much longer than i expected, but im very proud of the result! It took me 3-4 days to make this :D
If you dont like Cupcest or Snake Eyes, please, do not watch it, i dont want to get anger or something. UPD: 2021 Fishy here! My explanation was a little vague to some people! I dont ship Cupcest, I was just afraid some people might mistake it as this ship. I am completely against inc/st!
Original meme by Nebulilac
Song by Peggy Suave- Posin
Game Cuphead made by MDHR
Please enjoy! [Animation] Cuphead- Posin Meme [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hPsDos-rKBU/mqdefault.jpg)

![[Animatic] Smile For Me- Bang! by AJR [FishyMom]
Damn, it took a while :D. But I am pretty happy with the outcome. This song is difficult to visualize and montage, but it was totally worth it. I hope you will like it! Dont worry, thats all with S4M for now hghghgh.
Song by AJR
Art by FishyMom
Hope You Enjoy! [Animatic] Smile For Me- Bang! by AJR [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iVIcJZniU5k/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Cover] Chainsaw Man - KICK BACK (English Ver.) [FishyMom]
Another reminder that my album THE FIRST came out and its available on all streaming platforms such as iTunes, Spotify, Deezer, and more!
I might be a little bit obsessed with this song right now hahaha. I never even finished watching that show, I just really like the opening. Plus, I thought a piano cover would be fun!
Song by Kenshi Yonezu (Chainsaw Man OP)
Art/Vocals by FishyMom
Video by @leemon_animatics
Piano arrangement by @AnimeProAnimeonPiano
Lyrics:
(Look up, look out, a beautiful star X4)
Laundry is empty, it must be my lucky day
It’s about time that I said goodbye to the
The filthy way
Who is it? What is that?
Screaming in my ears and
Greedy, begging me for more
Whispering this song
Ringing is so strong
It fills my head
Pre-chorus:
I just want to be happy
Lie in wait as I beg
As I’m reaching for you, I
Want to grab your heart while
It is still bleeding
Chorus:
“Happy”’s only word on my grave
As I rest in pits of hell
Won’t hurt as bad if you scatter some love of yours
Let’s do it all this way
“I love you”, don’t mock me, honey
Rob me of the little remains of pride
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Look up, look out, beautiful star
I think my death is coming
(Grow up, look up, a beautiful star x4)
4443, wasted opportunity
I’ve been so hungry and lost, I feel sick and my body rots
“Rainy day never stay?” Give me your umbrella
All things that you have I want
Hungry and I crave
Hungry and I crave
Void consumes my mind
Your blood is what I crave
Pre-chorus:
I just want to be happy, really
Lie motionless as I am begging
I’m sabotaging lives, I’m wreaking
Wipe it clean till the world is no more
Oh, and I mean it all
even your heart
Chorus:
“Lucky”’s only word on my grave
As I fly to heavens gates
Righteous’s no way to live that’s what I think
Let’s do it all this way
“I love you”, so mock me
Deride me
And please steal all of my pride
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Look up, look out, beautiful star
I think my death is coming
Post-Chorus
Happy, lucky?
How are you all doing?
So noble, so upright
A sad and boring bunch
Happy, lucky
How are you, oh, sweet love of mine
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Look up, look out, beautiful star
Well, I kinda enjoy it
Look up, look out, a beautiful star x4
Hope youll enjoy! [Cover] Chainsaw Man - KICK BACK (English Ver.) [FishyMom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iyE7oeD2ODc/mqdefault.jpg)