Uploaded December 2019 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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I'm spoiling my friend as much as I can and you can't stop me. Here's a song I wrote and once sent Halfusek as a demo. He loved it and I decided "Why don't I make a normal song out of it?". And I did. Hope you'll like it, Halfusek!
Also, it's the first time I've made a song for an AU/Comics. And that was a pleasure!
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Art, Music, and Vocal by FishyMom
Abomination and Character Magenta by Halfusek
Bendy And The Ink Machine by The KindlyBeast Team
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Lyric:
Some wish they could cry
When all the tears dried out
Some dream they could fly
When tear their wings they shout

Some shake from the anger
That they are left out
It hurts like a dagger
But you are to proud

To admit

Bridge:
You are hurt, you are crooked
And Your words hurt like a bullet
And you lied like you have all under control
And this voice pulls my hair
It’s a dreadful affair
With insanity, pain, who are we now?

Chorus:
Just a pen and a nightmare
Just a drawing and a man
Just a devil and his demons
Wandering those lands
I don’t know what’s more pathetic
Me or you, or every inch of my existence
I didn’t notice when it got different
From a pencil and a dream

Love requires sacrifice
And I know I promised such
No more angels, no more lies
Don’t you think it’s bit too much?

I don’t care how much I lost
Far more important what I gained
All those people are the cost
For the cure of my own pain

And you see

Bridge:
I am hurt, just a monster
Cause she knows that I don’t want her
Cause they all turned to some stones under my feet
We’re alike, and it’s ironic
How we’re both somewhat demonic
And we both are bound to fall apart when touched

Chorus:
Just a pen and a nightmare
Just a drawing and a man
Just a devil and his demons
Wandering those lands
I don’t know what’s more pathetic
Me or you, or every inch of my existence
I didn’t notice when it got different
From a pencil and a dream
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Hope you'll enjoy!