Uploaded July 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
now i'm on my own...
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
Wrote a letter apologizing 'bout how wrong
I was to you
I was to you
[Verse 1]
An don't know how to behave
Been writing out the way I feel soon I'll fill up this page
Last night I drank some whiskey tryna fill up the space
It still burns just like looking at those pictures we saved
From trips to Mexico
Know your body head to toe
Everything I did you always put up on a pedestal
Late night conversations 'bout our dreams an the future that we'd share
An what our kids would look like I guess we'll never know
This all got me messed up
Overcomplicated
You said this is all too much
I overcompensated
I guess I got scared from the baggage in my past
An then blamed u for my problems that I understand were not related
I became an asshole
You onto better things
Wish I could call an say I'm sorry but you let it ring
Sometimes don't wanna hear your side 'cause I bet it'd sting
So I just close my eyes then lay down in my bed an sing
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
Wrote a letter apologizing 'bout how wrong
I was to you
I was to you
Now I'm on my own
[Verse 2]
It's like I keep wondering if I've been too hard
See it's not just you that's stuck with this broken heart
An yea you had some baggage from your past
An I hate that we struggled communicating right from the start
But I had some baggage too
Guess I hid it never truly opened up to you
Always expecting perfection I had your spirit broke
The more you hurt the more the space between us slowly grew
I'm such a hypocrite
Miss our conversations
How'd I let a little space become a separation
Not saying I forgive you but I'm having realizations
Maybe some of this blame could be pointed back at me
I can barely even sleep
I seen you calling
By the time I wiped my tears an picked up started talking
You already hung up
Damn look at what I'm causing
Threw my phone an closed my eyes the silence just feels calming
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
Wrote a letter apologizing 'bout how wrong
I was to you
I was to you
now i'm on my own...
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
Wrote a letter apologizing 'bout how wrong
I was to you
I was to you
[Verse 1]
An don't know how to behave
Been writing out the way I feel soon I'll fill up this page
Last night I drank some whiskey tryna fill up the space
It still burns just like looking at those pictures we saved
From trips to Mexico
Know your body head to toe
Everything I did you always put up on a pedestal
Late night conversations 'bout our dreams an the future that we'd share
An what our kids would look like I guess we'll never know
This all got me messed up
Overcomplicated
You said this is all too much
I overcompensated
I guess I got scared from the baggage in my past
An then blamed u for my problems that I understand were not related
I became an asshole
You onto better things
Wish I could call an say I'm sorry but you let it ring
Sometimes don't wanna hear your side 'cause I bet it'd sting
So I just close my eyes then lay down in my bed an sing
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
Wrote a letter apologizing 'bout how wrong
I was to you
I was to you
Now I'm on my own
[Verse 2]
It's like I keep wondering if I've been too hard
See it's not just you that's stuck with this broken heart
An yea you had some baggage from your past
An I hate that we struggled communicating right from the start
But I had some baggage too
Guess I hid it never truly opened up to you
Always expecting perfection I had your spirit broke
The more you hurt the more the space between us slowly grew
I'm such a hypocrite
Miss our conversations
How'd I let a little space become a separation
Not saying I forgive you but I'm having realizations
Maybe some of this blame could be pointed back at me
I can barely even sleep
I seen you calling
By the time I wiped my tears an picked up started talking
You already hung up
Damn look at what I'm causing
Threw my phone an closed my eyes the silence just feels calming
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
Wrote a letter apologizing 'bout how wrong
I was to you
I was to you
