Uploaded September 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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AICDITTR is owned by the helper, I just re-upload all the stages because helper couldn't.
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLAiclcpbRk4GsUjJsNZ24wyOYPTLlY3zZ

All I Can Do Is Try To Remember, or the abbreviated AICDITTR, is an album series by The Helper. The project is short in terms of length, with stages that last around 10-20 minutes, and most tracks having lengths of around 1:30. The original version of the series began release on August 3, 2021. The shortest release was around 10 minutes, while the longest was at 17 minutes. The original stages combined were 20 minutes. The 2.0 version of the album is 30+ minutes. This album is a collaborative album.

Stage 1 0:00:00
Stage 1 is the realization that some things are wrong, you forget things. Everything is normal for a bit, but then you'll forget everything. You will have to accept your doom...

0:00 - A1 - I Think I Can Remember?
1:30 - A2 - These Days Are Passing Me By
3:00 - A3 - Moonlight And Sunrise
4:27 - A4 - Please Dont Fade Away From Me!
5:57 - B1 - You Seem To Laugh At My Smile
7:28 - B2 - Reminiscing About Life
8:54 - B3 - Trying To Remember Happier Times
10:28 - B4 - "I'll Aways Remember You

Stage 2 12:04
Now, something is slightly different and you start to forget different things. You brush it off like everything is fine, but it isn't. Forgetting is more frequent than often. You are confused and scared a bit. You've got the diagnosis for dementia...

12:04 - C1 - Missing Memories
13:35 - C2 - Refusing To Forget
15:05 - C3 - Do I Still Carry On?
16:45 - C4 - The Keeper?
18:14 - D1 - We're Running Out Of Time
19:44 - D2 - Most Of it's Forgotten Now
21:15 - D3 - Weeping For Memories To Come Back

Stage 3 22:43
Everything is just a blur. Barely anything to remember, just things to forget

22:43 - E1 - An Overwhelming Feeling Of Sadness
24:14 - E2 - My Time Is Approaching
25:43 - E3 - The Last Triumph Before It Fades
27:14 - E4 - Those Two Memories Have Faded
28:42 - F1 - Less Coherent Memories
30:17 - F2 - Regressed Into A Short Time Of Bliss
31:46 - F3 - Forgotten Remembrance Does Ache
33:14 - F4 - To The Point Of No Return

Stage 4 34:23
Your memories have become....fluid, barely anything is left.

34:23 - G1 - Post Awareness Confusions
38:18 - H1 - Post Awareness Confusions
42:08 - I1 - Post Awareness Confusions
43:39 - I2 - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
44:16 - I3 - Post Awareness Confusions
44:36 - J1 - Temporary Bliss State
49:35 - K1 - Synapse Retrogenisis

Stage 5 52:14
Post Awareness Stage 5 has no description.

52:14 - L1 - Empty, Empty, Empty
53:44 - M1 - Beaten To Nothingness
55:13 - N1 - Is This Really It?
56:43 - Ñ1 - I Don't Want To Leave
58:13 - O1 - Nothingness
59:43 - P1 - Forgotten, But Not For Long

Stage 6 1:02:54
This is the afterlife of this album, you can finally go back. You have two options, rebirth or go to heaven. I guess it's your choice. This album is in your hands

1:02:54 - Q1 - I Feel Somewhat Calm
1:04:23 - Q2 - This Bliss Feels Warm
1:05:52 - Q3 - Seeing The Light
1:07:21 - Q4 - There Is No Empty
1:08:50 - Q5 - Back There Rudy

1:10:19 Joke Credits (What Is This Lmao)