Uploaded April 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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➦ Song: sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛɪɴɢ
➦ Artist: ᴘᴏʀᴛᴇʀ ʀᴏʙɪɴsᴏɴ
➦ Link: youtu.be/IGrhyOtikQ0

➦ Footage: ғʀᴇᴇ!
➦ Intro Voice-over: ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏɴᴇ

➦ Programs Used: Vegas Pro 16 (and After Effects for the text in the beginning)

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Eyy back at it again with the long description. You don't need to read me babbling, I just ramble when I'm nervous and watching these things upload.

Apologies about the funky text in the beginning, that quote pretty much describes everything I'm feeling right now, and I so badly wanted to use it. I messed around in After Effects to try and learn how to use text animations. I tried focusing on eyes throughout this as well, because I think they are the most honest part of the body. and display feelings much better than most can describe them. It's commonly said that the eyes are the windows to the soul, and I believe that.

I've always liked Haru, he is very much like me. I don't know what I'm doing, or what my purpose is, and seeing him finally get on track in the third season of Free gives me hope that eventually I will find my own way as well. I know I'm a bit older than he is in-anime but I've always been the late bloomer of the bunch. I'm taking so much time and it disheartens me that I have yet to have any sort of success, but maybe some day I will get it.
This isn't really about any one situation in particular, it's just one of those times y'know? Life isn't fair or kind, but we're here so we've got to deal with it.

This song has also quickly become a favorite.
Porter Robinson in particular is one of my favorite artists as well, he makes music from his heart and I can feel how personal it is.
This article about him and this song is quite interesting if you feel like reading: stereogum.com/2076343/porter-robinson-something-comforting/music

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[Edit 4/20: Hi this is a vent, hence the long text below that you def don't have to read. No worries, it just felt really good to edit and talk out some frustrations I'd been having with myself. I am slowly getting better, and I hope you enjoy the video.]

I'll be taking a little break from all of my editing social media (except for discord because it is essential, in an emergency you may contact me there) and making some that are anonymous (I will be staying in any current projects I've joined though!). I don't want to give up enjoying or editing content, but there's a lot of pressure that comes with people knowing who you are, and I'd rather just have fun right now being an anonymous entity floating around the internet ^^
I am too unstable to trust anyone right now, I am too naïve to deal with the harsh reality of the world and its inner-workings, and I am just sorry that I am unable to help people with anything they're presently struggling with.

Now this does yet doesn't have anything to do with this, so feel free to skip it. I haven't written anything in years, but it was enjoyable to get back into an old hobby. It's just a small piece of some mystical/rhetorical nonsense I wrote late at night a day or so ago while watching the stars;
“You say I am an angel, yet by definition an angel is a being whom is able to aid or support you, as well as influence positive behavior. Since I am not able to do any of that, then what am I really? And what purpose do I serve?”