Uploaded May 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
#hardstyle #edm #slowedandreverb
Spotify - sptfy.in/8ov7
Soundcloud - soundcloud.com/swordkings
~Lyrics~
Half awake, overcaffeinated balancing my habits
Tryna patch the holes in me with dopamine like an addict
My phone keeps asking if I’m fine I let it go like a past tense
Heart doing backflips brain throwing bad fits
I’m stitched up with patterns of panic and pride
I keep lying to myself like I’m on my own side
Every time I swear I’m healing I glitch and rewind
I treat my problems like receipts I never wanna find
I got confidence on credit and the check’s unsigned
But I keep running like the finish line will make me align
I’ve been buying time with futures I don’t own
Spending every quiet moment dodging everything I’ve known
If I crash tonight let the lights all stay on
So you see me breaking pixelated and gone
Yeah, I’m paid in pain paying back what I’ve become
This isn’t peace but it’s better than being numb
Fuck it's always loud overthink each word
Every compliment I get feels like something I’ve not earned
I barricade my feelings with the secrets I don’t tell
But they leak right through the cracks like a message in the shell
I’m a work in progress written in a shaky font
I could try to be perfect but I don’t think thats what I want
Sometimes I feel like a rerun of a scene that never aired
Trying to make myself a person my reflection isn’t scared of
And if my voice breaks when I tell you that I care
Just pretend it’s part of the track a feature not a error
I’ve been buying time with futures I don’t own
Spending every quiet moment dodging everything I’ve known
If I crash tonight let the lights all stay on
So you see me breaking pixelated and gone
Yeah, I’m paid in static paying back what I’ve become
This isn’t peace but it’s better than being numb
This isn’t peace but it’s better than being numb
#hardstyle #edm #slowedandreverb
Spotify - sptfy.in/8ov7
Soundcloud - soundcloud.com/swordkings
~Lyrics~
Half awake, overcaffeinated balancing my habits
Tryna patch the holes in me with dopamine like an addict
My phone keeps asking if I’m fine I let it go like a past tense
Heart doing backflips brain throwing bad fits
I’m stitched up with patterns of panic and pride
I keep lying to myself like I’m on my own side
Every time I swear I’m healing I glitch and rewind
I treat my problems like receipts I never wanna find
I got confidence on credit and the check’s unsigned
But I keep running like the finish line will make me align
I’ve been buying time with futures I don’t own
Spending every quiet moment dodging everything I’ve known
If I crash tonight let the lights all stay on
So you see me breaking pixelated and gone
Yeah, I’m paid in pain paying back what I’ve become
This isn’t peace but it’s better than being numb
Fuck it's always loud overthink each word
Every compliment I get feels like something I’ve not earned
I barricade my feelings with the secrets I don’t tell
But they leak right through the cracks like a message in the shell
I’m a work in progress written in a shaky font
I could try to be perfect but I don’t think thats what I want
Sometimes I feel like a rerun of a scene that never aired
Trying to make myself a person my reflection isn’t scared of
And if my voice breaks when I tell you that I care
Just pretend it’s part of the track a feature not a error
I’ve been buying time with futures I don’t own
Spending every quiet moment dodging everything I’ve known
If I crash tonight let the lights all stay on
So you see me breaking pixelated and gone
Yeah, I’m paid in static paying back what I’ve become
This isn’t peace but it’s better than being numb
This isn’t peace but it’s better than being numb
