Uploaded March 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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tw suicide

Sooooo this is my entry for the Tag Topic Challenge (youtu.be/jCFpWGVXhmg)

Theme: depression / feeling dead inside
Category: Storytelling / Emotion

I don’t know why I decided to go with this theme xD I guess I just reeeeally love this song and I’ve wanted to use it for a long time (tbh, I was planning on editing Ciel to it, that’s why there’s a lot of him at some parts).
I tried to show characters that are depressed, that don’t want to live or know that they’re going to die, wanted to show people breaking down and in despair. It probably sounds kinda weird but I really enjoyed working on this project, looking for the right scenes was really interesting and I’m proud to say that I only cried twice while editing.
Anyways, I hope that you’ll enjoy the video even though it’s not a cheerful one.

You can watch me edit, get tutorials and giveaways as well as watch previews of my future projects on my Boosty: boosty.to/nicesinner
(контент там также и на русском ;)

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Song: youtube.com/watch?v=AwkF2gNHSrE
Fandoms: Detroit Become Human, Beyond Two Souls, Life is Strange (the first one & before the storm), the Last of Us (part I & part II), Attack on Titan, Black Butler, Red Dead Redemption 2, Death Parade, Violet Evergarden, Death Note, Assassin’s Creed (Syndicate & Odyssey), Resident Evil (2 & 3 remakes), Final Fantasy VII remake, Uncharted 4, Watch Dogs
Coloring: Kira Valler / cerberus
Programs: Vegas Pro 14 & After Effects CC
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