Uploaded August 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
"Californian dream that is not my own, trapped in flesh that don't feel like home"
I wrote this song during my military service. I hope you like it.
Udantha really killed the vocals in this one, go check him out!
Stream/Download:
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SOCIALS
Udantha Devindu:
- Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4sZnHAobZzyeCsQGpb9MKQ?si=IObhO95QTP2C2EmJF-LSMw
- IG: instagram.com/udanthadevindu
DraGonis:
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/13z6RhXyaasGa9eeWxduuR?si=bA_DVFWARgGNECUlWoarJw
IG: instagram.com/dragonis_music
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/dragonis_music
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CREDITS
Big thanks to Vidura N. for editing the video
Shout-out to Red Melody for helping me with the composition
Artwork of the song on Spotify was a photo taken during my military service.
Lyrics:
She's been
Calling me up all day
Asking me if Id come and stay
I'm on my bed
Staring at the ceiling because
Lately I've been feeling like
This ain’t me, not myself
Can’t wake up from the state i’m in
Californian dream that aint my own
Trapped in a flesh that don’t feel like home
Not my flesh, I don't know
Who's in my skin, who's in my bones
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home
I’m lost inside, been stuck in my head
Each day I wake, still feelin’ half-dead
Reaching for a reason why
I fell into a place that feels like hell
Mind on spin, I been zoned for a minute
Walk in the room but I don’t really get it
No grip, no ground
They don’t hear when I’m in it
Fake that smile just to fit in
Nod my head like ive listened
New face, same blur in the mirror
Whole vibe off, can’t get any different
Feel too deep in a place I’m missin’
My flesh, my self, my soul won't listen
She's been
Calling me up all day
Asking me if Id come and stay
I'm on my bed
Staring at the ceiling because
Lately I've been feeling like
This ain’t me, not myself
Can’t wake up from the state i’m in
Californian dream that aint my own
Trapped in a flesh that don’t feel like home
Not my flesh, I don't know
Who's in my skin, who's in my bones
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering what I'm feeling
Ooh
"Californian dream that is not my own, trapped in flesh that don't feel like home"
I wrote this song during my military service. I hope you like it.
Udantha really killed the vocals in this one, go check him out!
Stream/Download:
***_________***
SOCIALS
Udantha Devindu:
- Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4sZnHAobZzyeCsQGpb9MKQ?si=IObhO95QTP2C2EmJF-LSMw
- IG: instagram.com/udanthadevindu
DraGonis:
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/13z6RhXyaasGa9eeWxduuR?si=bA_DVFWARgGNECUlWoarJw
IG: instagram.com/dragonis_music
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/dragonis_music
***_________***
CREDITS
Big thanks to Vidura N. for editing the video
Shout-out to Red Melody for helping me with the composition
Artwork of the song on Spotify was a photo taken during my military service.
Lyrics:
She's been
Calling me up all day
Asking me if Id come and stay
I'm on my bed
Staring at the ceiling because
Lately I've been feeling like
This ain’t me, not myself
Can’t wake up from the state i’m in
Californian dream that aint my own
Trapped in a flesh that don’t feel like home
Not my flesh, I don't know
Who's in my skin, who's in my bones
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home
I’m lost inside, been stuck in my head
Each day I wake, still feelin’ half-dead
Reaching for a reason why
I fell into a place that feels like hell
Mind on spin, I been zoned for a minute
Walk in the room but I don’t really get it
No grip, no ground
They don’t hear when I’m in it
Fake that smile just to fit in
Nod my head like ive listened
New face, same blur in the mirror
Whole vibe off, can’t get any different
Feel too deep in a place I’m missin’
My flesh, my self, my soul won't listen
She's been
Calling me up all day
Asking me if Id come and stay
I'm on my bed
Staring at the ceiling because
Lately I've been feeling like
This ain’t me, not myself
Can’t wake up from the state i’m in
Californian dream that aint my own
Trapped in a flesh that don’t feel like home
Not my flesh, I don't know
Who's in my skin, who's in my bones
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Heartbeat running on empty stones
Trapped in flesh that don’t feel like home
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering what I'm feeling
Ooh
