Uploaded March 2014 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Diamond Tiara's life wasn't always like the way it is now. THERE the ones who turned her into a monster.

Rapping done by The Jester: youtube.com/channel/UCT5hYZvCCjCJqldPgbr8zMw

Beat by me.

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Lyrics: so let me give you an little introduction
come on step up into my world of my self destruction

see my life for once through the eyes
see the tourcherous pain that's inside
see all this things that I keep and hide
showing to no one I know it's alright

Cuz I don't care what the fuck you all say
I live for myself and I do it my way

Take a look at my past I'll give you a glimpse
show you though all the things that I've lived

running away from all of the pain
crying alone after the jokes that they made
kicking me down my face in the dirt
every new day there was a new hurt

all the embarrassment and humiliation
I got fed up and then it was done

my life at home it was never of help
when I told my parents my emotions they quelled

I could see they didn't love me
it hasn't changed I'm worth less than free
one option remained one thing to do
step up myself give this all back to you

I came back to school fierce as a gun
now I was the beast and they had to run

suddenly things all started to change
no longer was I feeling my pain

I forgot all my problems of home
how mommy and daddy were always so cold
how I've never been loved once in my life
a new emotion that came when I'd fight

a grin on my face all this was new
but it became clear there was one thing to do

I changed who I am to a violence and spite
closing the doors bringing dark to my light

it took some time it was still a struggle
all my emotions I had to juggle
day by day I'd be dropping a few
slowly disappearing like the morning dew

finally a new creature was born
one of evil malice and scorn

no one around had even a clue
how this new monster came into bloom

from then on I was misunderstood
but I didn't care cuz I was no good
a rotten ass child cold to the bone
I never got in trouble when I would go home

I didn't matter how many I hit
how many kids in the faces I spit

not a hint of attention business to do
now you see this is all cause a you

you never took any interest in my life
didn't matter if I won or lost the fight
the calls from school you always ignored
when I asked for a hug you opened the door

get the fuck out you always would say
not even five seconds for me in a day

how could you just leave me like this
abandoning my one family wish

you left me as a broken child
now you see why I lost my smile
what else is there for me to do
there's nothing that will get love from you

do you even care that I exist
if I died would it make a difference

I've been left alone and lost
since my birth I've had to bared this cross

finding a way to live alone
because I'm fucking hated at home
how could I give love at all
when since day one I was built to fall

I've had no choice but to give up
start hating my parents that wasn't tough

and that's why my life got so fucked
no one could help the whole world sucked

so instead I just kept it inside
creating a new world to live my life
a place where I would always be queen
a place where only I could be mean

never again would my feelings be hurt
in this place my emotions had turned

teach them all just what it's like
where everyday livings a fight

but they live with one little difference
when they go home someone loves them that instant
they have others who care about them
someone to hug em and tuck em to bed

how is it fair when I've been neglected
always been hated and fucking rejected

parents to kids and teachers a like
all of their words cut me like a knife

it didn't matter how hard I tried
I never got an answer to why
no one would ever stand by my side
apparently hurting me was alright

a defenseless kid who had nothing left
a poor little girl beat outta breath

there are some nights I sleep out doors
it's still warmer than my parents so cold

there's never been a day that they knew
you mention my name and they'll ask you who
it's basically like I don't exist
maybe now you see why I keep doing this

no one to love so what is the use
I'll do what I want to whoever I choose

so this is my life I don't need to change
and from bullying I need not refrain

One day I found another like me
someone happy join in beating
hurting others like it's a game
making them to afraid to forget our name

now I know you ask if i see
that I'm doing just what was done to me

yeah I do but it's not the same
you don't know the extent of my shame

what I do is harmless compared
tied up, swirlied, they even cut all my hair
beat in the shower, locked in a shed
so much abuse I wished I was dead

but that's not all I even tried it once
and there wasn't anyone who even gave a fuck

what the fuck is the point of my life
so much of it has all been a lie
but luckily I now have a friend
and love her till the cold bitter end