Uploaded January 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
“I hate having these dreams that you’ll be the one to end my life.”
IcyDixie
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Nightmares. (TMF Infectious Smile AU)
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![[TW] “FUKOUNA GIRL” (Akira Backstory) D:HoG](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pp0yrWgpNFk/mqdefault.jpg "[TW] “FUKOUNA GIRL” (Akira Backstory) D:HoG
[TRIGGER WARNING]
(BACKSTORY CONTEXT)
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Growing up in a minivan all of her life, Akira was self taught in everything by her parents. Eventually learning over time how to defend herself. Though, nothing could defend her from the selflessness that would source the very thing that made her into what those outside may fear.
Since she was so young, she felt as if she was just extra baggage to her family who worked day to day just to afford their vehicle home and basic human necessities. Whenever her parents offered her something, such as food, she would put it down and suggest for them to have it for all their hard work.
But, this constant cycle of bodily negligence started to source into an undiagnosed eating disorder unbeknownst to Akira. Whenever she actually had the heart to eat, she would end up spewing it back out. Growing into a seperate fear of throwing up. Which, only adds onto the main problem.
As the months went by, Akira’s little eating habits sprouted into a whole seperate being. Sourcing from the darker space of Akira’s mind. Kioka, her reflective, alter ego.
Though she presented herself as a friend to Akira at the start, she found Akira’s choices in starvation.. uncanny. Kioka was not very fond of how Akira had come to build herself and her defenses whilst putting aside a necessary survival resource.
In the end, Akira came to realize just who this part of her was and what it was here for. To eat for her. To kill for her.
To cannabilize the innocent for her.")
![[TW?] “IT’S MY BLOOD!” (TW: Blood & Shaking) - D:HOG (Spoilers!)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/q9QjY-cmNDo/mqdefault.jpg "[TW?] “IT’S MY BLOOD!” (TW: Blood & Shaking) - D:HOG (Spoilers!)
Basically Kai’s reaction to his wound when he first woke up.
He isn’t scared of blood, But he was scared realizing he was alone and that he could die.
Which, unfortunately, he did.")
