Uploaded April 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
✪ Song: Alexander Stewart – if only you knew
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🎧 Listen/Stream:
youtube.com/watch?v=SwDlodsNcIo
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• YouTube: youtube.com/@AlexanderStewart
• Twitter/X: https://x.com/_alexanderstew
• Instagram: instagram.com/alexanderstewart
• FaceBook: facebook.com/AlexanderStewartMusicPage
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• Anime: ❌
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🗒️ Lyrics:
i've been trying so hard to survive
sometimes I think that I wanna die
i feel so fucking guilty cuz god I'm so lucky to live my life
so I keep all the pain to myself
losing faith but nobody can tell
mom, I don't want you worried cuz that would just hurt me
so I pretend I'm fine
if you only knew
what my mind is telling me I should do
that I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
i'm too sad to cry it's true
if you only knew
all the shit my brain is putting me through
you'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
i'm sorry but I need you
if you only knew
i wish I was somebody else
i'm constantly overwhelmed
now I'm falling again getting drunk with some friends
it's a silent cry for help
i wanna get better, want you to know
that I can't do this on my own
if you only knew
what my mind is telling me I should do
that i'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
i'm too sad to cry it's true
if you only knew
all the shit my brain is putting me through
you'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
i'm sorry but I need you
take me out of this hell
oh, somebody help
take me out of this hell
oh, I'm not myself
i wanna tell you what my mind is telling me I should do
that I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
i'm too sad to cry but i want to
oh, if you only knew
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Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use
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🙏 Thanks for listening and supporting me!
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🎇 TAGS:
#nightcore #ifonlyyouknew #alexanderstewart
✪ Song: Alexander Stewart – if only you knew
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✔️ Subscribe for More! ↓
▻ https://m.youtube.com/@NCKoji
✔️ Check out the “All Nightcores” Playlist! ↓
▻ https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLaZ5b_b2CYv7lu6emZphXrSvlEFAPHzKO
✔️ Check out the “My Favorites” playlist! ↓
▻ youtube.com/playlist?list=PLaZ5b_b2CYv53cGtpHRVZ-DzWoayHtUUl
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🎧 Listen/Stream:
youtube.com/watch?v=SwDlodsNcIo
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📣 Follow Alexander Stewart
• YouTube: youtube.com/@AlexanderStewart
• Twitter/X: https://x.com/_alexanderstew
• Instagram: instagram.com/alexanderstewart
• FaceBook: facebook.com/AlexanderStewartMusicPage
✪ Artworks by "Re°”:
• Image URL: pixiv.net/en/artworks/109744847
• Pixiv: pixiv.net/en/users/1243903
• Twitter/X: twitter.com/all_need_is
• Anime: ❌
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🔊 Music Submission:
I unfortunately do NOT have an official email or way to enter song submissions, so if you comment and @ me in the comments, I will try and look at your song. All you need to do is comment the title and artist of the song, no links are necessary :D
🎉 Don't forget to hit that notification bell to never miss a new Nightcore upload!
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🗒️ Lyrics:
i've been trying so hard to survive
sometimes I think that I wanna die
i feel so fucking guilty cuz god I'm so lucky to live my life
so I keep all the pain to myself
losing faith but nobody can tell
mom, I don't want you worried cuz that would just hurt me
so I pretend I'm fine
if you only knew
what my mind is telling me I should do
that I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
i'm too sad to cry it's true
if you only knew
all the shit my brain is putting me through
you'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
i'm sorry but I need you
if you only knew
i wish I was somebody else
i'm constantly overwhelmed
now I'm falling again getting drunk with some friends
it's a silent cry for help
i wanna get better, want you to know
that I can't do this on my own
if you only knew
what my mind is telling me I should do
that i'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
i'm too sad to cry it's true
if you only knew
all the shit my brain is putting me through
you'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
i'm sorry but I need you
take me out of this hell
oh, somebody help
take me out of this hell
oh, I'm not myself
i wanna tell you what my mind is telling me I should do
that I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
i'm too sad to cry but i want to
oh, if you only knew
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Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
🙏 Thanks for listening and supporting me!
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
🎇 TAGS:
#nightcore #ifonlyyouknew #alexanderstewart
