Uploaded August 2017 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago
A few days ago my entire computer was wiped, taking with it not just four years worth of info, but half a GMOD episode and half a trailer, as well as all Minecraft and iMovie bits. It's taken a bit to come to terms with the tremendous loss, and it made me confront the fact that I haven't been happy for a long time, making videos haven't made me feel good in maybe years. It made me sad, and it made me scared how what was once such a big, exciting part of my life suddenly became droll, and even hard to look at.
But I have to know I at least made this clear to everyone: I am not leaving. Not even this will deter me.
I will continue.
New content is coming.
And just in case you were wondering, the Hebrew I wrote is "פּין". It means 'penis'. It has absolutely nothing to do with the subject matter.
A few days ago my entire computer was wiped, taking with it not just four years worth of info, but half a GMOD episode and half a trailer, as well as all Minecraft and iMovie bits. It's taken a bit to come to terms with the tremendous loss, and it made me confront the fact that I haven't been happy for a long time, making videos haven't made me feel good in maybe years. It made me sad, and it made me scared how what was once such a big, exciting part of my life suddenly became droll, and even hard to look at.
But I have to know I at least made this clear to everyone: I am not leaving. Not even this will deter me.
I will continue.
New content is coming.
And just in case you were wondering, the Hebrew I wrote is "פּין". It means 'penis'. It has absolutely nothing to do with the subject matter.
