Uploaded March 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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NEW ALBUM "Control The Fear" IN STORES NOW !!!
Available at your local record dealer or any digital store.

VINYL, CD & Merch directly from the label bdhw-shop.com or digital http://smarturl.it/ctf_digital


▶LYRICS:
I hear the voices, but I don’t dare to listen.
So hard to tell, is it real or is it fiction?
I see the faces, yet some of them are hiding.
I got to focus, focus on surviving.

You need a map so you can find your own way inside?
I’ll give you a sketch; I’ll give you a rough guide to my emotions.

Can’t help feeling I’m deceiving you but I love you for believing.
And after seeing all of this I’m guessing you’ll be leaving.
I know, so let’s take it really slow.
I’m fucked up baby are you sure you want to go?

You need a map so you can find your own way inside?
I’ll give you a sketch; I’ll give you a rough guide to my emotions.

Better be leaving, here's the door.
You wanted the reason I gave you the cure
Call it out for what it is.
I gave you the blueprints I showed you the risks.

It's all in my head

Find a solution!
Find a way to stay alive
Call it revolution!
Overthrow my feeble mind.
Are you prepared?
For what is there to find?
My kind is simply not that kind

Show you the way to my emotions.

It's all in my head
If it's all in my head is it true?


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Mixed & Mastered by Gustav Brunn @ Gula Studion | @ggburn