Uploaded October 2009 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Allie- I should go
Nat- why?
Allie- my parents are waiting for me
Nat- oh alright
Allie- bye Nat *kisses him on the cheek and leaves*
Nats POV- I didnt say anything back, I was lost after she gave me that kiss in the cheek. I totally froze, then I started to stare at my food and it began to get cold so I just threw it away. I Went back home, Alex fell asleep on his food, it was kind of funny. I went to turn on the T.V to watch some cartoons. Sponge Bob was on, Im not a kid anymore, but its funny but sometimes it can get a little stupid. Then it got to the news, it started to talk about me and Kim but they saw me with another girl, I was shocked, especially what they are saying.
Buck- Nat Wolff had a major change in his life, after his girlfriend died. We didnt hear from him or his bad and after the Spain concert. We thought he was depressed but after seeing these photos, he hasnt been alone, did he really love Kim? Was he betraying her behind the new girl? OoOoOo oh Nat
Nats POV- I couldnt believe it pictures taken when me and Allie were hanging out. I putted hand on my face; I was super mad and frustrated. Ever since publicity became part of my life, it always had some bad sides! I threw a pillow to the T.V. My mom saw me and asked whats wrong with me but I didnt answer I just stormed out without a sound.
Alex- ahh Im awake!!
Polly- Alex, wipe your head of
Alex- but- Puts his head back down
With Nat
Nat- AHH! THEY DONT KNOW ME! WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? I JUST WANT THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE. I LOVED KIM WITH ALL MY HEART!! AND THE JUST BLURST OUT EVRYTHING!! THEY RUIN EVRYTHING!! AHHH!!!
Nats POV- I kicked the tree, I punched until I was bleeding. I was super mad that I didnt realize that I was hurting myself. I dont know if I was furious or couldnt admit that I like Allie. I stopped and just laid right beside the tree all alone. Wishing this could all stop, life its just so hard.. And it became harder after Kim left. I closed my eyes for a while then I heard too much people coming, it was reporters. It was too late to run, there were to many and I was surrounded, I hid my hands behind me so they wouldnt see them bleeding.
Rep1- is it true you were cheating on Kim?
Rep2- who is this unknown girl?
Rep3- Is she your new girlfriend?
Rep4- answer!
Rep5- Everyone is talking about it
Nats POV- too much questions at once, I could barely hear one of them, too much that I just sat down and they were still asking me questions until I saw my mom and my dad come with securities and helped get out. My mom freaked when she saw my hands that when we went home the first thing she did was take out the first aid kit and cured me by crying, I wanted to cry with her but I didnt want her to feel worse. I could feel that she was dying inside by looking at me suffer and I knew I was killing myself too. I could barley tell her anything but I had to say something.
Nat- Im sorry mom I make every go miserable
Polly- dont you say that
Nat- You are crying because of me
Polly-Cause Im worried
Nat- I just cant
Polly- you should come to me and talk about it
Nat- I dont want you to get worried
Polly- you worry me more when you hurt yourself and you are alone
Nat- .
Polly- we are your family, you can trust us
Nats POV- her words came out so gentle, It felt so good but I wasnt alone, Allie is with occasionally but I feel more opened up with her than my own family. I thought if I should tell about Allie and me talking to each other but at the same time she would ask me questions and I wasnt ready for that. The night came and I fell asleep, I could remember the last time I slept. But the next morning came by super fast and it was time for school. My brother was super excited, and was the first one to wake up. I woke up slowly and quietly, I wasnt in the mood to talk so I just ate my breakfast and left to my bus stand. I didnt say good bye to parents, it was rude but my mouth was kept silent like a mouse caught my tongue. On the way to the bus there was the football team in the front of the bus and Allie was sitting next to a girl the was in the cheerleading club. I looked at her and smiled and she smiled back, on my way back to my sit a guy tripped and everyone laughed. I just walked away with my head down and Allie never came beside me.
Allie- why did you do that?
Daniela- not worth it
Christina- yea, he is a dumb shi** that used to be one of us but then this stupid girl came
Daniel- he got out and now we treat him bad
Allie- thats not nice
Daniela- hun, if you want to be a cheerleading squad forget him
Allie- but-
Christina- you want to made fun of? Or just want to be popular? And hang with us?
Allie- I-
Daniela- great, you are one of us now
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Allie- I should go
Nat- why?
Allie- my parents are waiting for me
Nat- oh alright
Allie- bye Nat *kisses him on the cheek and leaves*
Nats POV- I didnt say anything back, I was lost after she gave me that kiss in the cheek. I totally froze, then I started to stare at my food and it began to get cold so I just threw it away. I Went back home, Alex fell asleep on his food, it was kind of funny. I went to turn on the T.V to watch some cartoons. Sponge Bob was on, Im not a kid anymore, but its funny but sometimes it can get a little stupid. Then it got to the news, it started to talk about me and Kim but they saw me with another girl, I was shocked, especially what they are saying.
Buck- Nat Wolff had a major change in his life, after his girlfriend died. We didnt hear from him or his bad and after the Spain concert. We thought he was depressed but after seeing these photos, he hasnt been alone, did he really love Kim? Was he betraying her behind the new girl? OoOoOo oh Nat
Nats POV- I couldnt believe it pictures taken when me and Allie were hanging out. I putted hand on my face; I was super mad and frustrated. Ever since publicity became part of my life, it always had some bad sides! I threw a pillow to the T.V. My mom saw me and asked whats wrong with me but I didnt answer I just stormed out without a sound.
Alex- ahh Im awake!!
Polly- Alex, wipe your head of
Alex- but- Puts his head back down
With Nat
Nat- AHH! THEY DONT KNOW ME! WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? I JUST WANT THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE. I LOVED KIM WITH ALL MY HEART!! AND THE JUST BLURST OUT EVRYTHING!! THEY RUIN EVRYTHING!! AHHH!!!
Nats POV- I kicked the tree, I punched until I was bleeding. I was super mad that I didnt realize that I was hurting myself. I dont know if I was furious or couldnt admit that I like Allie. I stopped and just laid right beside the tree all alone. Wishing this could all stop, life its just so hard.. And it became harder after Kim left. I closed my eyes for a while then I heard too much people coming, it was reporters. It was too late to run, there were to many and I was surrounded, I hid my hands behind me so they wouldnt see them bleeding.
Rep1- is it true you were cheating on Kim?
Rep2- who is this unknown girl?
Rep3- Is she your new girlfriend?
Rep4- answer!
Rep5- Everyone is talking about it
Nats POV- too much questions at once, I could barely hear one of them, too much that I just sat down and they were still asking me questions until I saw my mom and my dad come with securities and helped get out. My mom freaked when she saw my hands that when we went home the first thing she did was take out the first aid kit and cured me by crying, I wanted to cry with her but I didnt want her to feel worse. I could feel that she was dying inside by looking at me suffer and I knew I was killing myself too. I could barley tell her anything but I had to say something.
Nat- Im sorry mom I make every go miserable
Polly- dont you say that
Nat- You are crying because of me
Polly-Cause Im worried
Nat- I just cant
Polly- you should come to me and talk about it
Nat- I dont want you to get worried
Polly- you worry me more when you hurt yourself and you are alone
Nat- .
Polly- we are your family, you can trust us
Nats POV- her words came out so gentle, It felt so good but I wasnt alone, Allie is with occasionally but I feel more opened up with her than my own family. I thought if I should tell about Allie and me talking to each other but at the same time she would ask me questions and I wasnt ready for that. The night came and I fell asleep, I could remember the last time I slept. But the next morning came by super fast and it was time for school. My brother was super excited, and was the first one to wake up. I woke up slowly and quietly, I wasnt in the mood to talk so I just ate my breakfast and left to my bus stand. I didnt say good bye to parents, it was rude but my mouth was kept silent like a mouse caught my tongue. On the way to the bus there was the football team in the front of the bus and Allie was sitting next to a girl the was in the cheerleading club. I looked at her and smiled and she smiled back, on my way back to my sit a guy tripped and everyone laughed. I just walked away with my head down and Allie never came beside me.
Allie- why did you do that?
Daniela- not worth it
Christina- yea, he is a dumb shi** that used to be one of us but then this stupid girl came
Daniel- he got out and now we treat him bad
Allie- thats not nice
Daniela- hun, if you want to be a cheerleading squad forget him
Allie- but-
Christina- you want to made fun of? Or just want to be popular? And hang with us?
Allie- I-
Daniela- great, you are one of us now
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