Uploaded September 2009 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Polly- hun, the air plane crashed .
Qaasim- the plane was in crises and no one knew
Nats POV- I couldnt believe what I was hearing, all I wanted to do is run which I did but I was crying everything turned to gray. It was raining outside and I screamed as hard as I could, the people were looking at me if I was crazy. I wished I could go back in time and be with her but it doesnt work that way. Going to her funeral was the hardest things I ever did, I could hardly move. Seeing her lying down in the coffin was awful, my eyes wanted to close just to remember that she smiled, laughed talked. I would never forget that day, I felt like the unlucky guy ever It changed my life forever. I wasnt the same. The guys wanted me to cheer up and my parents did too but I couldnt. I wasnt the only one having a hard time dealing with Kims dea-. I cant even say it, it hurts to much. I saw Kims parents cry and her mother was going crazy.
Daisy- Oh KIM!! COME BACK!!! *crying as hard and screaming* We all love you! You cant leave us! Not Yes*voice weakens and falls in her knees*
Joey- hun, dont do this. Everything is going to be alright
Daisy- She is not alive anymore! How can anything be ok?*still crying*
Joey-we will make it through like we always do
Daisy- I feel so alone .
Nat POV- I came close to her really slowly and touched her shoulder. When I told her everything was going to be ok, she reacted so rapidly saying things to me that I will never forget and maybe she is right.
Daisy- This is your fault! If she wouldnt off had to travel she would still be here!
Nat- If I knew this would off happened I would-
Daisy-THIS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!
Joey- Daisy calm down, Nat Im sorry .. she is taking it rough
Nat- I understand sir, it isnt easy for me either
Joey- I know .
Nats POV- After that I stood silent until he left. I stood there not moving at all, I was remembering all the times I spend with Kim. I never believed in goodbyes, But life does and I just have to accept it.
Alex-brother, you ok?
Nat-huh?
Alex- It will be ok; she went to a better place
Nat- If Im not with her, Im not in a good place
Alex-well we are living kinda in hell and maybe she is in heaven and she is looking at you
Nat- sure Alex
Alex- and Im sure she will be happy to see you clam
Nat- Its hard ..
Alex-well life is hard, deal with it
Nat- you dont understand
Alex- Nat. I liked her as much as you did, but you cant change the past
Nat- Thats just it, maybe Daisy is right, if I wouldnt have told her to come to Spain, she would of still be here!
Alex-what!? Youre blaming yourself? Nat, you were not the plane and told to explode
Nat- but she wouldnt have been on it!
Alex- like anyone can predict the future
Nat- theres people!!*about to cry*
Alex- you believe in that crap.*sighs* they can be wrong to and they are no Gods.
Nat- .
Polly-Alex, let me talk to your brother
Alex-sure*leaves*
Nat-Mom if you came here to tell me what I should do, just leave please
Polly- one, you dont talk to me that way
Nat- sorry
Polly- I know how you must feel after this
Nat- no one knows .
Polly- thats kinda true but let us help you
Nat- no one can
Polly- we can, dont worry
Nat- I just want to go back in time
Polly- no one can change the past, but we can decide on our future
Nat-*sighs*
Polly- *gives him a little pad in the back*
Nats POV- The night was long, really long. I couldnt sleep, I kept turning on my bed all I could see was her face looking at me and smiling. Wonder how will my life with me with her still next to me. I remember we first met on this park, she was staring at the beautiful beach and I came up to her asked for the time. She was wearing a skirt which I admit that she looked sexy. I knew she was meant for me. Its a feeling I will never forget and will never feel it again.
The next day came by slow, I went to my piano and started to right a song, I dint feel inspired to right a happy one.
Nat-*played If there was a place to hide*
Nats Pov- The week was ok I guess. I didnt do anything for the band. I kept the songs for myself. I wasnt going to any rehearsals. The Paparazzi were hiding on the bushes to get any exclusive news about me.. I decided to escape and sneak out with them knowing. I wanted to walk alone instead of being locked up in my room which my friends and family was concerned about. I m managed to escape and was walking anywhere; I didnt know I was getting lost but then again I didnt care. I kept walking until I saw this tree with names who love each other, it reminded of Kim.
Sometimes I felt guilt but then I know I was able to do anything. I saw girl that looked like Kim from the back.I looked at her but when I saw her face to face it wasnt Kim.
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Polly- hun, the air plane crashed .
Qaasim- the plane was in crises and no one knew
Nats POV- I couldnt believe what I was hearing, all I wanted to do is run which I did but I was crying everything turned to gray. It was raining outside and I screamed as hard as I could, the people were looking at me if I was crazy. I wished I could go back in time and be with her but it doesnt work that way. Going to her funeral was the hardest things I ever did, I could hardly move. Seeing her lying down in the coffin was awful, my eyes wanted to close just to remember that she smiled, laughed talked. I would never forget that day, I felt like the unlucky guy ever It changed my life forever. I wasnt the same. The guys wanted me to cheer up and my parents did too but I couldnt. I wasnt the only one having a hard time dealing with Kims dea-. I cant even say it, it hurts to much. I saw Kims parents cry and her mother was going crazy.
Daisy- Oh KIM!! COME BACK!!! *crying as hard and screaming* We all love you! You cant leave us! Not Yes*voice weakens and falls in her knees*
Joey- hun, dont do this. Everything is going to be alright
Daisy- She is not alive anymore! How can anything be ok?*still crying*
Joey-we will make it through like we always do
Daisy- I feel so alone .
Nat POV- I came close to her really slowly and touched her shoulder. When I told her everything was going to be ok, she reacted so rapidly saying things to me that I will never forget and maybe she is right.
Daisy- This is your fault! If she wouldnt off had to travel she would still be here!
Nat- If I knew this would off happened I would-
Daisy-THIS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!
Joey- Daisy calm down, Nat Im sorry .. she is taking it rough
Nat- I understand sir, it isnt easy for me either
Joey- I know .
Nats POV- After that I stood silent until he left. I stood there not moving at all, I was remembering all the times I spend with Kim. I never believed in goodbyes, But life does and I just have to accept it.
Alex-brother, you ok?
Nat-huh?
Alex- It will be ok; she went to a better place
Nat- If Im not with her, Im not in a good place
Alex-well we are living kinda in hell and maybe she is in heaven and she is looking at you
Nat- sure Alex
Alex- and Im sure she will be happy to see you clam
Nat- Its hard ..
Alex-well life is hard, deal with it
Nat- you dont understand
Alex- Nat. I liked her as much as you did, but you cant change the past
Nat- Thats just it, maybe Daisy is right, if I wouldnt have told her to come to Spain, she would of still be here!
Alex-what!? Youre blaming yourself? Nat, you were not the plane and told to explode
Nat- but she wouldnt have been on it!
Alex- like anyone can predict the future
Nat- theres people!!*about to cry*
Alex- you believe in that crap.*sighs* they can be wrong to and they are no Gods.
Nat- .
Polly-Alex, let me talk to your brother
Alex-sure*leaves*
Nat-Mom if you came here to tell me what I should do, just leave please
Polly- one, you dont talk to me that way
Nat- sorry
Polly- I know how you must feel after this
Nat- no one knows .
Polly- thats kinda true but let us help you
Nat- no one can
Polly- we can, dont worry
Nat- I just want to go back in time
Polly- no one can change the past, but we can decide on our future
Nat-*sighs*
Polly- *gives him a little pad in the back*
Nats POV- The night was long, really long. I couldnt sleep, I kept turning on my bed all I could see was her face looking at me and smiling. Wonder how will my life with me with her still next to me. I remember we first met on this park, she was staring at the beautiful beach and I came up to her asked for the time. She was wearing a skirt which I admit that she looked sexy. I knew she was meant for me. Its a feeling I will never forget and will never feel it again.
The next day came by slow, I went to my piano and started to right a song, I dint feel inspired to right a happy one.
Nat-*played If there was a place to hide*
Nats Pov- The week was ok I guess. I didnt do anything for the band. I kept the songs for myself. I wasnt going to any rehearsals. The Paparazzi were hiding on the bushes to get any exclusive news about me.. I decided to escape and sneak out with them knowing. I wanted to walk alone instead of being locked up in my room which my friends and family was concerned about. I m managed to escape and was walking anywhere; I didnt know I was getting lost but then again I didnt care. I kept walking until I saw this tree with names who love each other, it reminded of Kim.
Sometimes I felt guilt but then I know I was able to do anything. I saw girl that looked like Kim from the back.I looked at her but when I saw her face to face it wasnt Kim.
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