Uploaded September 2009 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Allie- you know when she was a kid she wished never dated anyone and she ended up dating you
Nats POV- When she told me that I started to laugh a little, it gave me a little bit of curiosity of why she didnt want to date any one, I wanted to ask but at the mean she was still hugging me. I felt weird, in a good way, I felt protective, safe and I wanted to stay in her arms forever just like when Kim used to hug me but it was different. I mean Allies hugs were so comfy, not that Kims werent but I dont have any words to explain. Suddenly she stopped hugging me. So I asked her my curious question.
Nat- Why didnt want to date anyone?
Allie-I think she was afraid of being unhappy
Nat- oh
Allie- she was happy with you
Nat-right
Allie- So what you do, like hobbies
Nat- well I have band, write music thats pretty much it
Allie-oh thats really cool
Nat- well its been a while I havent gone to rehearsals
Allie-why?
Nat- its not the same anymore
Allie- I bet if Kim was here, she would want you to keep going
Nat- I dont know
Allie- I think should keep going
Nat- .
Nats POV- We got silent for a long while; we were looking at each others eyes. I had this feeling to just kiss her but I couldnt. Its been only a few days or whatever to just move on. I still did miss Kim more than ever. I just could stop looking at her and she did the same. We came closer to each other and she closed her eyes and came closer to me, I still had my eyes opened but I got closer too. When our lips touched I closed my eyes and we kissed for a few seconds but I pulled out.
Allie- Im so sorry, it wont happen again
Nat-*silent and looking away*
Allie- Omg, I didnt mean it, I-
Nats POV- I just sat there standing with a word to her while she was saying she was sorry, I stood up and started to walk away. She didnt follow me at all. When I and Allie kissed, I felt something especial, butterflies in my stomach. It was warm kiss; I had to admit I love it. Except it was a mistake, I dont like her or Im I just lying to myself. Whatever it was I couldnt see Allie again but inside of me I really wanted too.
With Allie
Allie- So stupid! Why did I have to kiss him! *slaps head* ouch! That hurt.
Allies POV- I actually enjoyed our kissed, he was my first kiss. I will remember this day but now Im afraid of what will happen to our friendship. I sat there in the bench while smiling every time I remembered when I kissed him; I couldnt stop touching my lips either.
With Nat
Nats POV- I got home early so this time my mom doesnt start worrying about me. The band was there, waiting for me.
Thomas- Hey Nat
Nat- hey guys, hows it going?
David- we are good but how are you?
Nat- I rather not answer that question
Qaasim- *sighs*
Cooper- we are concern about you
Alex- we want to help you
Nat- guys, its ok
Thomas- No is not. You have been missing rehearsals and everything
Nat- Im just not in the mood anymore
David- we get that Kims death has been a bad experience but you have to try to put on an effort on living
Thomas- we have to work together, like a band, a team!
Alex- please Nat
Cooper- we need you and you need us
Nat- Ill think about it *goes to his room*
Polly- give him break, he will come true
Michael- yes he will
Alex- I have to admit parents are always right
With Nat
Nats POV- When I said I was going to think about, really meant to think about me and Allies kiss. Thats all came to my mind. At the same time Kim came into my mind. But then my mind started to go back when I heard her news when she died. Tears came back to me and then I started to think of Allie and I started to smile. Allie seemed to be an angle that had fallen of the sky and came to save me but at the same time I was thinking that I was crazy.
I didnt see Allie for a long while; I was scared to look her in the eyes again and get carried away. But a day came and we met again my accident, when I saw he she just stood silent there.
Nat- hey
Allie- hi
Nat- how are you doing?
Allie- getting ready for school, how about you?
Nat- I guess same here
Nats POV- We were asking pretty dumb questions but we both wanted to bring up the kiss up.
Allie- *smiles*
Nat- about the kiss-
Allie- you dont have to say anything, it was my fault
Nat- no, it was kind of my fault too
Allie- still, I shouldnt of
Nat- lets just forget about it, and start fresh
Allie- friends
Nat- friends
Nats POV- we both didnt want to be just friends but we neither of us wanted to admit it. I just cant admit it but deep inside I wanted too. But I just stood there looking at each other again but I looked away.
Allie- I guess see you soon
Nat- no wait
Allie-yes
Nat- well never mind
Allie- bye Nat
Nat- bye
Nat' POV- AHH why cant I just tell her I want to hang with her, could i actually have feelings for her? Why does my heart speed up when i see her?
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Allie- you know when she was a kid she wished never dated anyone and she ended up dating you
Nats POV- When she told me that I started to laugh a little, it gave me a little bit of curiosity of why she didnt want to date any one, I wanted to ask but at the mean she was still hugging me. I felt weird, in a good way, I felt protective, safe and I wanted to stay in her arms forever just like when Kim used to hug me but it was different. I mean Allies hugs were so comfy, not that Kims werent but I dont have any words to explain. Suddenly she stopped hugging me. So I asked her my curious question.
Nat- Why didnt want to date anyone?
Allie-I think she was afraid of being unhappy
Nat- oh
Allie- she was happy with you
Nat-right
Allie- So what you do, like hobbies
Nat- well I have band, write music thats pretty much it
Allie-oh thats really cool
Nat- well its been a while I havent gone to rehearsals
Allie-why?
Nat- its not the same anymore
Allie- I bet if Kim was here, she would want you to keep going
Nat- I dont know
Allie- I think should keep going
Nat- .
Nats POV- We got silent for a long while; we were looking at each others eyes. I had this feeling to just kiss her but I couldnt. Its been only a few days or whatever to just move on. I still did miss Kim more than ever. I just could stop looking at her and she did the same. We came closer to each other and she closed her eyes and came closer to me, I still had my eyes opened but I got closer too. When our lips touched I closed my eyes and we kissed for a few seconds but I pulled out.
Allie- Im so sorry, it wont happen again
Nat-*silent and looking away*
Allie- Omg, I didnt mean it, I-
Nats POV- I just sat there standing with a word to her while she was saying she was sorry, I stood up and started to walk away. She didnt follow me at all. When I and Allie kissed, I felt something especial, butterflies in my stomach. It was warm kiss; I had to admit I love it. Except it was a mistake, I dont like her or Im I just lying to myself. Whatever it was I couldnt see Allie again but inside of me I really wanted too.
With Allie
Allie- So stupid! Why did I have to kiss him! *slaps head* ouch! That hurt.
Allies POV- I actually enjoyed our kissed, he was my first kiss. I will remember this day but now Im afraid of what will happen to our friendship. I sat there in the bench while smiling every time I remembered when I kissed him; I couldnt stop touching my lips either.
With Nat
Nats POV- I got home early so this time my mom doesnt start worrying about me. The band was there, waiting for me.
Thomas- Hey Nat
Nat- hey guys, hows it going?
David- we are good but how are you?
Nat- I rather not answer that question
Qaasim- *sighs*
Cooper- we are concern about you
Alex- we want to help you
Nat- guys, its ok
Thomas- No is not. You have been missing rehearsals and everything
Nat- Im just not in the mood anymore
David- we get that Kims death has been a bad experience but you have to try to put on an effort on living
Thomas- we have to work together, like a band, a team!
Alex- please Nat
Cooper- we need you and you need us
Nat- Ill think about it *goes to his room*
Polly- give him break, he will come true
Michael- yes he will
Alex- I have to admit parents are always right
With Nat
Nats POV- When I said I was going to think about, really meant to think about me and Allies kiss. Thats all came to my mind. At the same time Kim came into my mind. But then my mind started to go back when I heard her news when she died. Tears came back to me and then I started to think of Allie and I started to smile. Allie seemed to be an angle that had fallen of the sky and came to save me but at the same time I was thinking that I was crazy.
I didnt see Allie for a long while; I was scared to look her in the eyes again and get carried away. But a day came and we met again my accident, when I saw he she just stood silent there.
Nat- hey
Allie- hi
Nat- how are you doing?
Allie- getting ready for school, how about you?
Nat- I guess same here
Nats POV- We were asking pretty dumb questions but we both wanted to bring up the kiss up.
Allie- *smiles*
Nat- about the kiss-
Allie- you dont have to say anything, it was my fault
Nat- no, it was kind of my fault too
Allie- still, I shouldnt of
Nat- lets just forget about it, and start fresh
Allie- friends
Nat- friends
Nats POV- we both didnt want to be just friends but we neither of us wanted to admit it. I just cant admit it but deep inside I wanted too. But I just stood there looking at each other again but I looked away.
Allie- I guess see you soon
Nat- no wait
Allie-yes
Nat- well never mind
Allie- bye Nat
Nat- bye
Nat' POV- AHH why cant I just tell her I want to hang with her, could i actually have feelings for her? Why does my heart speed up when i see her?
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