Uploaded May 2021 | Updated September 2026, 19 minutes ago
The third track off of my debut album, Through These Rough Years.
This song is a little embarrassing to talk about, but it's certainly important to the themes of the album. On the surface, it's a simple break-up song. Underneath the surface, it talks about some personal experiences I've had with relationships, like never quite managing to be good enough for anyone, or fighting so hard for a relationship to not lose the person I love, all for nothing.
A lot of people may find this song pathetic; for some reason, a lot of people in today's day and age are annoyed by songs about breakups and depression. However, maybe some of you watching might find this song relatable.
LYRICS:
-Verse 1-
In tears, abandoned once again,
I hide alone
History always repeats
It’s all I’ve known
I’m never good enough, I’m always thrown aside
If only you understood how I feel right now
-Pre Chorus-
How will I ever move on?
With this pain inside?
With every passing day
I feel my soul dying
-Chorus-
I can’t even sleep at night
Our memories won’t leave my mind
How could you just leave me here?
I’m so lost without you
I promised you we'd make it through
No one to blame but myself
I’m hiding and crying, I need you here tonight
It’s hopeless, I’m broken, I’ll never get back to the light
And yet no matter what I say,
It’s too late, you’re already gone
-Verse 2-
This hell that you’ve put me through
You swore it’d be worth the pain
Time went by, and you broke
Every promise you made
I tried so hard to fix all this, yet you just threw me aside
I should have known you’d lose interest, I thought you weren’t like the rest
-Pre Chorus-
How will I ever move on?
With this pain inside?
With every passing day
I feel my soul dying
-Chorus-
I can’t even sleep at night
Our memories won’t leave my mind
How could you just leave me here?
I’m so lost without you
I promised you we'd make it through
No one to blame but myself
I’m hiding and crying, I need you here tonight
It’s hopeless, I’m broken, I’ll never get back to the light
And yet no matter what I say,
It’s too late, you’re already gone
-Bridge-
The endless sadness
Tears and anguish
Are you better off without me?
Did you ever care at all?
Did you really value what we shared?
I’ll never forget it.
You were the only one who was genuine
All I want is for this to pain to end
I beg you, please just make it stop!
-Chorus-
I can’t even sleep at night
Our memories won’t leave my mind
How could you just leave me here?
I’m so lost without you
I promised you we'd make it through
No one to blame but myself
I’m hiding and crying, I need you here tonight
It’s hopeless, I’m broken, I’ll never get back to the light
And yet no matter what I say,
It’s too late, you’re already gone
-Outro-
There’s no point in trying anymore
It’s over, she’s gone…
The third track off of my debut album, Through These Rough Years.
This song is a little embarrassing to talk about, but it's certainly important to the themes of the album. On the surface, it's a simple break-up song. Underneath the surface, it talks about some personal experiences I've had with relationships, like never quite managing to be good enough for anyone, or fighting so hard for a relationship to not lose the person I love, all for nothing.
A lot of people may find this song pathetic; for some reason, a lot of people in today's day and age are annoyed by songs about breakups and depression. However, maybe some of you watching might find this song relatable.
LYRICS:
-Verse 1-
In tears, abandoned once again,
I hide alone
History always repeats
It’s all I’ve known
I’m never good enough, I’m always thrown aside
If only you understood how I feel right now
-Pre Chorus-
How will I ever move on?
With this pain inside?
With every passing day
I feel my soul dying
-Chorus-
I can’t even sleep at night
Our memories won’t leave my mind
How could you just leave me here?
I’m so lost without you
I promised you we'd make it through
No one to blame but myself
I’m hiding and crying, I need you here tonight
It’s hopeless, I’m broken, I’ll never get back to the light
And yet no matter what I say,
It’s too late, you’re already gone
-Verse 2-
This hell that you’ve put me through
You swore it’d be worth the pain
Time went by, and you broke
Every promise you made
I tried so hard to fix all this, yet you just threw me aside
I should have known you’d lose interest, I thought you weren’t like the rest
-Pre Chorus-
How will I ever move on?
With this pain inside?
With every passing day
I feel my soul dying
-Chorus-
I can’t even sleep at night
Our memories won’t leave my mind
How could you just leave me here?
I’m so lost without you
I promised you we'd make it through
No one to blame but myself
I’m hiding and crying, I need you here tonight
It’s hopeless, I’m broken, I’ll never get back to the light
And yet no matter what I say,
It’s too late, you’re already gone
-Bridge-
The endless sadness
Tears and anguish
Are you better off without me?
Did you ever care at all?
Did you really value what we shared?
I’ll never forget it.
You were the only one who was genuine
All I want is for this to pain to end
I beg you, please just make it stop!
-Chorus-
I can’t even sleep at night
Our memories won’t leave my mind
How could you just leave me here?
I’m so lost without you
I promised you we'd make it through
No one to blame but myself
I’m hiding and crying, I need you here tonight
It’s hopeless, I’m broken, I’ll never get back to the light
And yet no matter what I say,
It’s too late, you’re already gone
-Outro-
There’s no point in trying anymore
It’s over, she’s gone…
