Uploaded December 2023 | Updated September 2026, 3 days ago
By: Zeroya and more
Attempts: 23,043
Enjoyment Rating: 0/10
Worst Fail: 93% x2
I was going to record a segment describing why this level was so hard on me, but I am currently sick and didn't really want to record while I sound like a potato. Instead I'm going to type everything I want to say here.
To be straight and to the point, this level really messed with my mental health as a whole. I started this grind a little over a month ago, and began making really quick progress. I had the level in 2 runs in less than a week of picking it up, and about a week later was able to get runs of 91% and 89%, as well as 45-100 x3. At that point I was already starting to feel like I was getting a little unlucky, so I took a short break over the thanksgiving holiday. When I came back though, I thought I would beat it super fast and just get it over with, but it got so so much worse from there. It took me 3 weeks after getting 91% to even get back to the ending, where I would die at 93%... somehow. From that point on it was just genuine and seemingly endless suffering as I kept dying beyond 50% for what seemed like every single attempt. I ended up getting 198 deaths past 50%, even after getting 28-100 and 45-100 x9. The first time I died at 93 I was already fed up with myself and I was already feeling super bad about myself as a player, but the second time I died at 93 I developed such a huge feeling of disappointment in myself that the game actually started to negatively affect my mental health. Everything I seemed to do in these past few weeks, whether it was related to the game or not, just felt as though I was incapable. I really felt like I couldn't do anything and I developed a ridiculously high standard for myself. To be completely honest, when I died at 93 the second time, I cried. I've never felt more incapable and worthless as a human before. The feeling somehow rivaled when I got rejected by a girl for the first time. Even after getting 93x2, I would get another 91 death along with a 92 death, and several deaths in the 70s and 80s. This truly was a horrible experience, and I don't wish to ever have to go through it again. I cannot describe how good it feels to finally have it done, even though it only took a little over a month and 23k attempts, this was one of the worst months I've had in awhile. If you took the time to read all of this, thank you. I really just needed to get this all out somewhere. I want to apologize to everyone I was on vc with when I was playing this level. I feel really bad that you guys had to see me go through all that. I want to specifically thank specifically SpeedyNick and Pixel, as they stuck with me throughout it all, and I wouldn't have been able to do it without you guys.
I apologize if this whole paragraph makes no sense at all, or has a bunch of odd errors everywhere. I spedran typing it and it's 12:40am and I am very tired.
As for my overall opinion on the level, I think it's absolutely amazing. even though I got railed by it, I've never had more fun learning a level before. The decoration is awesome, the song is literally the best song that's ever been used in this game, and the gameplay is really really fun (for the most part). The only two parts I had a problem with were the blue orbs at 66%, and the ship click at 71%. Another issue I had was how wave carried the difficulty in this level is. pretty much wherever you see a wave part, there was a massive spike in deaths there. regardless though, I still love this level a lot. 10/10 level personally, even with a 0/10 enjoyment.
Death List:
50% x5
51% x2
52% x10
53% x4
54% x2
55% x6
56% x13
57% x25
58% x10
59% x6
60% x27
61%
63% x8
64% x10
66% x18
67% x5
70%
71% x17
72%
73% x2
74%
75% x3
76% 7
77% x2
78% x2
80%
82%
87%
89% x2
91% x2
92%
93% x2
This level is harder than Erebus in my opinion. so new 2nd hardest now!
By: Zeroya and more
Attempts: 23,043
Enjoyment Rating: 0/10
Worst Fail: 93% x2
I was going to record a segment describing why this level was so hard on me, but I am currently sick and didn't really want to record while I sound like a potato. Instead I'm going to type everything I want to say here.
To be straight and to the point, this level really messed with my mental health as a whole. I started this grind a little over a month ago, and began making really quick progress. I had the level in 2 runs in less than a week of picking it up, and about a week later was able to get runs of 91% and 89%, as well as 45-100 x3. At that point I was already starting to feel like I was getting a little unlucky, so I took a short break over the thanksgiving holiday. When I came back though, I thought I would beat it super fast and just get it over with, but it got so so much worse from there. It took me 3 weeks after getting 91% to even get back to the ending, where I would die at 93%... somehow. From that point on it was just genuine and seemingly endless suffering as I kept dying beyond 50% for what seemed like every single attempt. I ended up getting 198 deaths past 50%, even after getting 28-100 and 45-100 x9. The first time I died at 93 I was already fed up with myself and I was already feeling super bad about myself as a player, but the second time I died at 93 I developed such a huge feeling of disappointment in myself that the game actually started to negatively affect my mental health. Everything I seemed to do in these past few weeks, whether it was related to the game or not, just felt as though I was incapable. I really felt like I couldn't do anything and I developed a ridiculously high standard for myself. To be completely honest, when I died at 93 the second time, I cried. I've never felt more incapable and worthless as a human before. The feeling somehow rivaled when I got rejected by a girl for the first time. Even after getting 93x2, I would get another 91 death along with a 92 death, and several deaths in the 70s and 80s. This truly was a horrible experience, and I don't wish to ever have to go through it again. I cannot describe how good it feels to finally have it done, even though it only took a little over a month and 23k attempts, this was one of the worst months I've had in awhile. If you took the time to read all of this, thank you. I really just needed to get this all out somewhere. I want to apologize to everyone I was on vc with when I was playing this level. I feel really bad that you guys had to see me go through all that. I want to specifically thank specifically SpeedyNick and Pixel, as they stuck with me throughout it all, and I wouldn't have been able to do it without you guys.
I apologize if this whole paragraph makes no sense at all, or has a bunch of odd errors everywhere. I spedran typing it and it's 12:40am and I am very tired.
As for my overall opinion on the level, I think it's absolutely amazing. even though I got railed by it, I've never had more fun learning a level before. The decoration is awesome, the song is literally the best song that's ever been used in this game, and the gameplay is really really fun (for the most part). The only two parts I had a problem with were the blue orbs at 66%, and the ship click at 71%. Another issue I had was how wave carried the difficulty in this level is. pretty much wherever you see a wave part, there was a massive spike in deaths there. regardless though, I still love this level a lot. 10/10 level personally, even with a 0/10 enjoyment.
Death List:
50% x5
51% x2
52% x10
53% x4
54% x2
55% x6
56% x13
57% x25
58% x10
59% x6
60% x27
61%
63% x8
64% x10
66% x18
67% x5
70%
71% x17
72%
73% x2
74%
75% x3
76% 7
77% x2
78% x2
80%
82%
87%
89% x2
91% x2
92%
93% x2
This level is harder than Erebus in my opinion. so new 2nd hardest now!
